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Day by day

Ji Eun's POV

I'm home around 8 pm. I don't believe that I really talk to a stranger, plus he is a boy. I talk a lot with him, went for a dinner together, we went to places that he likes to go. I kinda scared at first, but he's assuring everything. His eyes, his smile, everything about him seemed to mean no threat. He seemed so pure, with a strong friendly vibe. Jungkook actually from my university too, but for Art and Interior Design. We might see each other since we exchange phone number, it's nice to meet him really, I smiled, even laughed a lot at his goofy behaviour. Its been so long since I am able to smile like that.

I do enjoy to be with him. But something about him reminds me of someone. Someone that used to make me smile, that used to make me felt precious. Yes, it's Jiyong.

I sighed.

Did he read my letter? Will he hate me? Did he even care about me? Did he have a good time without me?

I likely knew the answer. But sometimes, I do hope he will come back and fix everything. But he didn't. Even after I leave Seoul. Right, people stay longer but they won't stay forever. Would I be okay without him?

There, a tear rolled down my cheek.

I stood on the couch I sat, stepping near the window. The sceneries from this apartment stunning, but still, it didn't make me felt better. Tears are streaming even faster, its harder to breathe.

I miss him. I miss his shy smile, his focused face while composing music, his laughed, his voice. The voice that used to tell how much he loved me, how much I meant to him, how much fears he had of the thought of losing me. Jiyong used to be a gentleman, he used to reassure me everything is alright and gave me all the state rent I need to be a writer. It's always hard to believe that he is gone. He is my greatest strength, now he's my biggest sorrow.

I sighed again.

I wipe my tears quickly when I heard someone access the door open. I turned and saw Suzy is taking off her shoes and smiling sweetly at me.

"Sorry for leaving you alone for so long, I need to go to the library for some research," she said. I smiled reassuringly

"Its okay, I just came back too,"

"Do you really meant it when you said you are having a trip around new york?" Suzy's eyes went wide.

"Why? I am a grown up tho. I can go wherever I want,"

"I know..but you went alone?"

"You know me, I might lose going by myself. There's someone went with me."

"Okay then..but next time inform me. Just in case."

"Okay,"

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Lisa was abruptly awake by the sound of the doorbell being pressed vigorously. Its Sunday, shes having some time for a nap but someone coming over. Lisa lazily moves from her bed while tying her hair into a ponytail. With eyes sleepily half open she walks to the gate.
A car was a park there and a human was standing there.

She knows the car and the man very well.

"Lisa," the man called for her. His hair is messy, his eyes are swollen and he's way too skinny from the last time Lisa saw him.

"What do you want rascal." she huffed. Just by looking at face make her fully awake and fully energized to spit fire.

"Jieun..please tell me where is she," he seemed helpless, his voice toned like he's begging.

It's Jiyong. Miserable Jiyong.

"No. I don't know. Go away." Lisa had thought about making them meet and be together again. But she don't wants Jieun to get hurt again. No matter how much Jiyong going to beg, she ain't giving a fuck over it.

"Lisa please," Jiyong voice cracked as his eyes went teary. " I don't know what to do anymore. I need her."

"What a nasty person are you. She left you because you had someone else. Just build a new life Jiyong. Ji Eun already moves on over you," with that, Lisa enter her house back and left Jiyong alone.

Jiyong cried. He doesn't care if someone going to watch and judge him. The thought of Jieun having someone else making him feel small. He wants to turn back the time. He wants to treat her better.