5 months. I'v been trapped in this hell-hole for 5 months. Don't get me wrong, I love having company like Bill here, but honestly.. Sometimes I wonder why I stay here. It would be so, SO much better just to disappear from this world. To just be with my parents, watching over Ellie, if shes even still alive. I told Bill, He said she is probably dead by now. Real comforting man, Bill is (Note the sarcasm). If you can't tell, I'm kind of in a depressed state right now. I haven't told Bill about this, but I'm thinking about suicide. I
I'm currently writing a note about why I'm doing this. Bill is out setting his traps, so this is probably the perfect time to do this, when he hears the sound, he will think it's just one of his traps went off. I finished writing the note, setting the paper with the depressing words on the old battered up table,I decided to sing a song before I passed into the darkness. I'm going to sing a happy song, so that I don't have to be too sad when I did this.(PLEASE GO WATCH THE VIDEO ON SIDE NOW!!)
I picked up the gun lying beside the chess board that Bill and I were playing chess on before he left, and placed it up to my head. Silent tears were water-falling down my face as I grip the trigger with my shaky hands.
BOOM
"Shit!" I mumbled to myself. I quickly set the gun in my pocket and ran out to see what that was. It sounded like the old fridge we had set up as a trap for anyone who trespassed had fallen. I went to where the fridge was to see a man, looking about 40 years old, dangling upside down shooting the infected people who were running after him while yelling at a girl who was sitting on top of the fridge, trying to cut the rope to let him down.
"The girl looks familiar" I thought silently to myself. "That's impossible" I decided to help them anyway. As I was running over to help them, I saw Bill running over as well. Bill cut the rope while I guided the girl into the bar.
"Make yourself comfy, We may be here awhile." I told her. She looked at me strangely, like I looked familiar. If I did, Probably not anymore since I always wear a hat, wear these clothes (Not mine, ignore everything but clothes), and wear my hair like this (Again not mine) under the hat. I found the hat and clothes just lying around on the ground, and I needed new clothes, so I just grabbed them. The girl looked strangely like Ellie though. "Ellie's probably DEAD Lilly DEAD!! Get that through your skull!!" I yelled to myself. I noticed she was still staring at me.
"May I help you?" I snapped at her. She held her hands up in surrender and looked around. I saw she was about to touch the chess board. "Don't touch that!" I yelled at her. We have been playing that for hours, I'm not going to let some girl who just walked in here to MY territory and let her touch things that aren't hers! When I looked back at her, it looked like she was about to snap. Needless to say, It was slightly scary. I shrunk down a tiny bit, Slightly uncomfortable with her glare. I finally heard Bill and the man walk in.
"Alright look around for anything you need and lets go." Bill said,slightly annoyed.
"Who the f*ck are these people, Bill?" I hissed to Bill, trying to keep my voice quiet enough so that they can't hear us.
"I'll tell you later." Bill responded, a slight edge to his tone. I looked at him begging, But he just gave me a pointed look.
I sighed and waited for them. I saw them whispering to each other, and occasionally looking back at Bill and I. I was starting to get annoyed with these too, I could tell they weren't going away anytime soon
. Finally we went back to our place, and I grabbed the handcuffs from the table and handcuffed the girl to the pipe that Stella was handcuffed on. The pipe was slightly lose to where she could break it off, But I was hopping she wouldn't realize that and not try to break it off. Bill kicked the man in the back of his knees and made the man fall while he checked for infections. However, before I knew what was happening, the girl pulled the pipe off and was hitting Bill with it. I pounced on her and triedto get her arms held down. While I was doing that she managed to hit me right in the corner of my right eyebrow, making it gush out blood. I could tell she didn't break my skull open, but it hurt like hell. I fell off of her and lied on the floor. I heard Bill yelling at her as the world got fuzzier. At least I can go where I intended to go in the first place.
