Negan's daughter (CarlXreader)

Can't say I remember.

A/N: what's up!! Sorry I took so long to update my phone was messing up but I fixed it now so I'm back to my story's. Thanks to everyone that's still reading this and who made it this far in this silly fan fiction. I'll be updating a lot more I swear. So see you guys soon!!

Recap: "Your dad is gone. He isn't coming back." He said in a low growl. I stair up at the ceiling. He sighs once more than sits up looking at me.

"He is never coming back... he will never hurt you again."

CARL'S POV

After that night Y/n hasn't been sleeping regularly. I often catch her up at three in the morning running, fighting or just keeping watch. She hasn't eaten either which is worrying me beyond compare. I told Juliana about this but she said she'll be back to normal in no time but it's been a few weeks. I've been wanting a reason to get just me and y/n out so I can talk to her alone without someone intruding. I can't stop thinking of that night in the hospital. She was screaming in her sleep saying she was worthless and nothing but an experiment. I had to hold her down but that just seem to scare her more. She won't talk to me and I don't know if it's her pride or if she's truly afraid I might say something.

"Carl!!" I turned to the shout of my name it was Enid.

"Your dad wants you!" She shouts once more then head inside. I sigh and removed myself from my position on look out. Another guy takes my spot and I head inside where everyone waits for me. As I enter everyone stands in the circle surrounding my dad. I stand back and listen to what my dad has to say Enid joins me.

"We're running low on supplies so I will be visiting Hilltop. We're also running low of food and crops we were growing won't be ready in time. So I'm going on run."

"Can I go instead?!" My mouth moved on its own and everyone's eyes were on me now.

"No I need you here." My dad said then went back to talking. This angered me a bit and I could tell Enid knew this.

"Rick... what if he took someone with him?" Enid ask but my dad shook his head.

"That's not the point we need him here. If something were to happen he would be able to handle it. Besides I still need to visit Hilltop." My dad said not even looking at us.

"You have Daryl, Maggie, Glenn, Carol, y/n's sister, Aaron, and more people that are capable of taking care of this camp. I say you should let him go." Enid argued. My dads quiet for a moment but the silence was broken when the front door opened. It was y/n who entered the home. She wasn't even paying attention to were she was going, she was busy sharpening her knife.

She finally looks up and her eyes look completely dead it sent shivers down my spine.

"I need to speak with my sister." Was all she said. Juliana excuses herself from the circle and walks towards y/n and they exist the house.

"If it makes you feel better I'll take y/n." My dad looks at me but doesn't say anything for a few minutes then Maggie steps in.

"I think you should let him go. He'll take y/n with him and you what's she's like... she'll protect him. I trust y/n just like you trust her sister. They both proven they're good people and never complained when you hid them away. We beat y/n and she still protected us from her dad when she didn't have to. He Carl has handled himself better then any of us. He's not a boy any more." Everyone stood with their breath in their throat mine as well.

"...Alright but you're taking a A walkie and y/n with you do you understand?" I nod my head eager to head out.

"I'm still heading out to Hilltop, Maggie, Daryl, Michonne you're coming with me."

I leave before my dad can say anything else and look for y/n but I can't find her. Juliana exist their home and I run towards her announcing her name to get her attention.

"Juliana!" She turns around and starts walking towards me.

"She's in there." Shes said pointing towards the basement. I nod my head and run in the direction she pointed to.

I walk down the steps but don't see her. I decided to enter anyway and as I did I called her name but she wouldn't respond.

"Your sister said I could come in here. Where are you?" I said.

I looked around the room on the floor laid and old mattress that looked dirty and uncomfortable. Not even a pillow or blanket was on it. Her gun sat next to her bed along with her knife that looked like it was sat down in the middle of sharpening.

"Y/n?" I called out once more. 

As I walk into the room a bit more areas of which look like blood had been spattered in a fight. My breath hitch and my heart beat at my chest.

"Y/n?" I said once more. I turn a corner and there she sat on the floor in wrapping her hand from the bandages the doctor gave her.

"There you are." I sigh in relief. She looked at me confused and I spoke again.

"You didn't hear me calling you?" I asked.

"No... I was busy. What do you need?" She asked. She rises from her seat on the floor and walks to a table in the room and put the bandages on it.

"My dad wants us to go out on a run. He wants me to take you with me." I said leaning up against the wall.

"Alright. Let me get my stuff from my room then we can head out."

She's acting like nothing ever happened. Does she not remember or is she trying to avoid the topic. I follow her to her room but it isn't really a room. It's the old bed that I saw as I walked in. She grabs her gun that sat next to the old bed then her knife she had been sharpening.

"Let's go."

Time skip to out on the run.

We haven't talked to each other since we left the house and she hasn't even made eye contact with me. 'Should I just come out and ask her or do I ease into it?' I thought. My mouth wouldn't open and if it did nothing came out. I just looked like a breathing fish. I fix the bandage on my eye then sighed, "this sucks." I thought.

"The old pharmacy is up ahead. We should be seeing it sometime soon." She said out of no where.

"Alright... can I ask you something?" I finally said.

"What?" Was all she replied with. Her voice was a blank tone, no hint if curiosity.

"What happened that night in the infirmary?" She doesn't stop walking and her facial expression doesn't change, not even the slightest.

"What are you talking about?" She asked.

"That night you were screaming and said you are nothing but an experiment. What happened that night?" I asked with a slight shout.

"I can't say I remember." Emotionless that's all I saw. I can't tell if she's lying or not.

"You don't remember me holding you down? You don't remember me holding you tight and telling you everything's going to be okay? You're saying you don't remember any of that?" I shout at the girl next to me.

She stops in her tracks but doesn't turn to face me. Instead she continues to stair straight towards the direction we where heading. Then she speaks.

"I can't say I remember."

A/n: hey guys, sorry I haven't updated for a long while but thank you for waiting. I'll be updating all my story's so if you like go check them out. Talk to you guys later.

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