Negan's daughter (CarlXreader)

You are my sunshine

Y/N POV
As Carl and I walk ourselves from the old store it was dark. Out of breath we kept going, our mouths were dry but we kept going. From the corner of my eye i can see Carl's hand on his gun, ready if anything. Home was a lot farther away then we thought and i was getting tired.

"It's too dark and we don't have any lights. let's find a place to sleep then in the morning head back to Alexandria." I agree to Carl's words and we made our way to the opposite side from where our home is. it wasn't long till we found a house and we made our way towards it. We banged on the door and waited. Nothing.

"Lets go." His voice was demanding and angry...

'why?' I thought.

He breaks the door open and succeeds. He smiles and walks right in.

'why did he smile like that?' I thought. I walk in right after him and I close the door right after and Carl pushes the couch agents the door. blocking it so nothing or no one can come in.

The house was small. It had two bedrooms next to the kitchen and the living room just right across from the kitchen. Both bedrooms were open along with the bathroom doors. I walk around the living room seeing photos on the walls of two girls. I'm assuming friends or sisters.

"What room?" Carl asks bluntly.

"left room." Is all i reply with. He nods and I make my to the said room.

It wasn't long till i fell asleep. Once my head hit the pillow i was out. Staring my slumber with a horror
filled nightmare.

CARL'S POV

I walked to y/n's room and saw her sleeping, not something anyone really sees. Her gun say close beside her and in reach. I only came in here to ask her a question but she fell asleep before I got the chance. As I was about to leave I noticed her wrist, deep, horrible scars covered them. My stomach turns to an aching agony of sadness and anger. She stirs in her sleep and all I can see are the scars. I leave the room and head to the other one I would be sleeping in. I lay in the bed with my eyes fixed up at the ceiling, I couldn't sleep. Not after seeing that, not after today. I was a bit panicked yes but with her arm like that, no. I wasn't sure what her father made her do or what she had to do to remind herself she was alive.

As the minutes slips into hours, my eyes start to close and that's when I heard the screaming. I run into y/n's room and and see her blocking her face as if in a fight. I run towards her and try to wake her up, she pushes me away with inhuman strength, I go after her again.

This time i'm able to hold her down and shout at her to wake up and when she finally does, she's scared, frightened. She hugs me like a small child after a really bad nightmare and I hold her. She doesn't say anything, nor does she make a sound.

"What happened?" I asked while holding her shaken form.

"It was only a nightmare, nothing i can't handle." She whispers and lets me go to lay back down.

I walk in front of her and noticed the tears in her eyes. She was crying silently as if not waning anyone or anything to know that tears still exists in this girl.

"What happen to you arm?" I asked and she stays looking the wall, never looking at me. She sighs once then opens her mouth.

"As a technique when i fight i slit open my wrist and shove the said wrist in the enemy's mouth so they are chocking on my own blood" Her words were cold and made my heart beat faster like it did when i was small and scared.

what has he done to you

A/B: GAH SORRY SORRY. I KNOW IT ME FOREVER TO UPDATE. IM PLANNING ON UPDATING AGAIN. just in small bits. okay thank for readings and see you tomorrow