Apologies

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"You? ...You what? Tell me you what?" I cried and pushed him and he groaned.

"It's none of your business okay.. And just stay quiet until we get to tents, it's dark in here and I don't want to die in between the forest with an angry girl who just thinks that all the boys are same and pervert" He also cried in anger and my eyes again filled with tears.

He then grabbed my shoulders tightly and jerked me in order to make me stop my crying but all his effort resulted into me crying more and sobbing. I lifted my hands to get his hands off of me and he scolded me by his harsh words, which exactly were "Shut the fuck up, ain't you seeing me making you stop your fucking crying? I just don't want you to cry because of me man!"

I started sobbing and he kept his one hand went to my waist and other on my back of neck. Before I could say anything, my hands were on his back and I came to know we hugged each other.

It was the best feeling in the world. His hug felt warm to me and I didn't want him to go away from me, I don't know why but I was so into him. The minty smell of his hairs which was a sort of gel like thing and the spray he used was having a strong scent, his collarbone was so warm and his torso was built up and his muscles were being felt by my palms as he was trying to hug me tighter.

He pushed himself back from the hug and kissed my forehead and I realized that I have already calmed down and consoled.

"So are you coming back or still your crying session is left ?" He half smirked and moved.

"Umm.. Yeah but stay away from me... Okay?" I groaned and stood up to follow him.

"Okay!" he agreed and we both walked on.

"So did you enjoyed your lonely walk till the snake  terrified you?" he asked and tried to control his expression as he was almost going to burst into laughter.

"Yeah!" I said in a low voice.

'Oh god! Where am I stuck? He will probably be the reason of my suicide this night. ... No, no pheebs no, you can't do suicide. You have many responsibilities on your shoulder.. So no suicide thoughts' I was thinking this till we reached tents and I found that all the group members were asleep. Bonfire was about to extinguish and it was about 2:00 in morning so I rushed to my tent in order to ignore his stupid and meaningless questions.

"Good night and have sweet dreams!" He said walking to his tent opposite to mine but I just furrowed my brows and walked in.

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"Hey, wake up tess, where were you yesterday night?" Noor asked in a chirping voice.

"Good morning babe" I greeted her standing up from my bed squeezing my eyes.

"Actually, I was on a walk last night in forest..." I was cut off by the announcement.

"Guys, be ready till 9, we are going to climb the mountain today so wear comfortable and stretchy clothes."

"Oh shit! It's already 8:00, we need to hurry" I rushed to the small bathroom provided in tent.

Today, I was wearing a baggy light blue shaded jeans and black long sleeved tee which was of velvet. I was aware of mosquitoes in here as we were going to climb a mountain, so I decided to wear full clothes.

I and Noor went out of tent and stood with the group. My eyes were searching Utkarsh but he was not in here so I moved my eyes to his tent and coincidentally he went out of his tent as soon as my eyes reached there. I was surprised by his clothes. He was wearing a cream coloured shorts and black sleeveless hoodie type t-shirt and his hairs pushed backwards forming a puff type shape and was really looking cool.

'Why is he wearing this short clothes in this whether and isn't he been bothered by the mosquitoes? Or he is just wearing it for getting girls attention? He must be wearing this for the second option as he is so flirty and attention seeking. But anyways, he is looking good..... Still man, he don't need to be dressed up like this for girls' were my next thoughts.

While walking to the climbing area he suddenly came beside me and started walking with me. The road was too narrow for three people walking in line, so Noor went faster and started walking ahead of me and Utkarsh. I didn't said a word until he teased me.

"Hey there, good morning and did you have a nice sleep yesterday without me?" He greeted as well as taunted.

"Oh yes! Actually my night went peacefully good as you were not there.." I also taunted him.

"Actually, Sorry for yesterday.. Can we be friends? Please?" He apologised.

"It's okay not an issue, and yeah, Sorry from me too. I really think that I was being so rude to you yesterday. I am so sorry" I also apologised.

"So.." he again asked for friendship and before I could think anything the words went out from my lips "Yeah okay. Friends"

He took his right hand in front of me to shake hands and I did the same. We shook our hands and I was somehow happy for myself.

Throughout the climbing and all, we didn't said a word as we were at different sides. After climbing we went to tents again and this time also we didn't talked as I was busy talking with Noor and others and he was just having a book and was looking the last page of it again and again. 

It was the 6th or 7th time he was looking at the last page and while he was looking it, he fell down because of a stone and we all bursted into laughter. One of his friends helped him to stand up and took his book to keep it in his bag. His bag's chain was kind of damaged so he didn't closed it and while walking he was hopping a little bit making jokes with friends and laughing.

After some hundred meters, his book fell on the road but he didn't noticed. I was in last raw with Noor so I picked it up before anyone can see it. A part of me was wanting to open the book and see what is there on the last page of it but I was denying that part.

I finally was not being able to control my self and opened the book and found something so strange and unbelievable.

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