Whole night was spent thinking about me, Utkarsh and Noor's love triangle or whatever it is. I wrote my feelings in my diary and I felt that I was really falling in love with him. I was into him. I don't know whether Noor is really falling for him or it's just her crush on him, but I was planning to confess her about feelings for him and to console her.
Next morning was a horrible one. I woke up and got freshed hurrily as it was the last day of tour and I didn't wanted to miss any of the chances to meet Utkarsh and confess my feelings.
I got ready and went out of the tent without saying a single word to Noor. She was also ready but didn't went out of the tent. I ignored her and so did she.
I was feeling guilty but I didn't wanted to apologize at all as I was having ego and self respect. We were announced to make team so I went to Utkarsh for asking him to be my partner but he was already taken by Noor. By that time, I was feeling so jealous of her for the first time. I knew, she was taking revenge of me being Utkarsh's crush or whatever it is.
I unfortunately had to go for Utkarsh's best friend which made him a little angry on me. I didn't mean the actual angry one but I think he felt uncomfortable about me being with his bestie. He would definitely be thinking in a negative way. He would be thinking about his bestie Nick asking me out on the last sport. His expressions changed in the next second after me choosing Nick. I didn't did it intensionally but no one was left except him, so he was the last option.
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After the sport ended, my eyes were finding the eyes of Utkarsh. Finally after a few minutes, he and Noor appeared walking from the forest and I felt relief. But wait, something is wrong. He seemed angry and when my eyes met his, I saw it were red. When he came and stood right besides me, I saw he was sweating and his fists were tighten up.The coach announced the timings of departure and other information as well as rules. By the time everyone getting back to their tents, I was also on my way and suddenly I felt a hard jerk on my hand. I turned backwards to see who did it and found it was Utkarsh.
He did hold my hands and pulled me saying 'Say nothing and just follow me...' . I asked him ignoring his words 'Where are we going??' in nervousness and I was afraid of him for the first time. He took me to the forest where we first met and he grabbed my shoulders with his hands harshly.
'What do you want from me? What is your plan on me? You fucker, what were you trying to do till now? I haven't seen any bitch like you. You are the queen of liars and bitches. I didn't expected this from you. I thought you were different and yes, you are different . In fact you are more dangerous that sluts and other bad girls roaming around. You broke my heart.' these were his exact words after pushing me 3 to 4 times.
'What are you trying to say? What have I done?' I begged him to answer me.
'Oh wow! Look who is asking this.. The one who did it, is asking what is done. Hat's off to you life sucker'. he taunted having tears in his red eyes.
By the time he told me 'life sucker' my eyes didn't helped but started flowing tears.
'You know what, I saw your photographs with Nick and the way you were close to each other was same as the way you were close to me. ' he literally cried. I was reminded about the incident that took place in forest. I was afraid of a fox following us and when he overtook us, I got slipped and Nick also did fall on me trying to catch me from falling. But I can remember, I got up so fast to be away from him. I was thinking not be close to my love's friend. So I went up and started walking.
'I can explain' I told him weeping.
'There is nothing left to explain' he screamed.
'Please, for once... Just listen to me... After this I will do whatever you want' I begged.
'Yeah okay, .. I can't be like you' he said angrily.
I explained everything in detail and he listened to me carefully but it didn't worked. He got a call from Nick and he told Utkarsh something after which he threw his mobile and grabbed my jawline between his hands. I asked about what has happened and his next words were, 'I am not a stupid or an Idiot to whom you can make stories and will be pardoned. Nick told me on call that he kissed you today and... '
'And what haan? And what?' I also screamed. I was fed up of all this matter and this abuses on me.
'And.. And.. He told he touched you so sensually without you being uncomfortable and you also did the same.' he told me sobbing.
I broke down and sat on ground, on knees crying. I was not being able to believe that my reputation was again in danger. I told him that nothing happened between us, he is lying. But obviously, he was not believing me. He told me to stand up and I did what he said.
He then, pushed me to the tree on my back and came closer to me. 'You ruined me and my love for you bitch. Now, I beg you to please never come or talk to me again ever in your life .' He told and went away leaving me alone there.
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I went back to tent and Noor noticed my expressions.
'Finally, you are free and forest ride with Nick was awesome.. Right?' She taunted.By that, I smelled the betrayal of Noor.
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