That moment was so embrassing and disgusting which I went through.
As soon as I drank beer, he reached over my hand and pulled me towards him forcefully. I requested him that I am not that type of girl who will render around or will get hooked up with you by this. Somehow the statement I spoke, broke his ego and he became aggressive. He was getting angry by time.
In about two-three minutes he fisted his hands while holding my hands making me feel the pain of my wrist being crushed by his strong hands. And suddenly he losen up his grip and left my hand.
'I guess he noticed me crying... Or it's just that he is going to kiss me?... Or his mind has diverted from me? ... What the fuck is happening? .... I am gonna regret my decision soon...', my mind was confused and heartbeats were rushing in all the moods I was experiencing whether it was anger, sadness, depression, frustration or mental breakdown.
He looked into my eyes, his hands reached over my neck as he slightly ran them in order to make me feel the way he was feeling but for me it was like someone is trying to kill me by suffocating me.
I was not made for him, I didn't want to kiss him, I didn't want my first kiss like that. I was all in thinking about all these, while he ran his thumbs on my cheeks pressing them a little and pulling me forward. I tried to push myself from him. I was also able to do so.
My this action proved him that I can't fall for him. He was so silent and didn't uttered a word from a while but after this he said something which hurted me like hell.
"Listen you bitch, I like you and I can do anything for you but this attitude of yours will kill you someday. You know what, today is the day when your dear so called best friend Noor and the fucker you love, Utkarsh are going on a date. Noor told me that today she will do whatever it takes to have Utkarsh with her, she even told me that she would sleep with him if needed.", he told and I went dumbstruck. I was feeling exploited in the name of friendship. I was not being able to believe this but I knew that it was the truth.
"Kiss me" I told. I was at my vulnerabls state and I wanted it so I just begged him to kiss me.
"Kiss me, Nick. Spoil me. All I need is to be with someone who can understand me but no one is in here. I didn't know that she can do this much harm to me by not even beating me but just by words and actions. Now I will never be able to have Utkarsh in my life. Not even as a friend, not even as a stranger. You know? It hurts, it hurts right in the heart when you already suffered the past and then all you have left is to suffer the present. If I will tell you my past, you will also be in tears, I am literally surviving this stupid fucking life just because of my parents. I have no one left besides me, neither my friends nor any partner....." by saying this my throat became heavy and chocking was all I was doing in front of a person who just cursed me.
"Shh..Shh... Come here...." Nick said while hugging me and his hands slighting on my back and head, one while tapping my back in order to make me calm and the other on my head to make me feel like a little girl sho needs love and care in her life.
I hugged him back. I felt a warmth between his hands and me. The warmth that I wish I would have felt way before I met him. I thought he was not wrong, he was not the only one who hurted me. Noor was the one to console him to get into this matter. He was not guilty. After a while we pushed ourselves back and sat facing each other.
"So miss, are you ready for an adventure ?" he asked me in a soft voice again holding my hands.
"Which adventure?" I asked him in a low voice afraid that he is gonna kiss me.
"Firstly, I wanna take you out of this place where you are not comfortable. Then, I guess you will be hungry so let's go to a restaurant of your choice and then a long drive. I will personally leave you home. That's it." he chuckleld.
"But you wanted to kiss me, you only told me to do so." I was confused.
"No dear, I don't need to be physical to you, I just want to know you more and now by knowing that you are in love with Utkarsh, Do you still think that I will kiss you? I can say that from now I am a one sided lover of a girl who is so innocent and beautiful and want you to be happy. That's all I need. I want to be a friend of yours who want to understand you, who want to cherish the whole time with you and want you to meet your love the way you deserve. I want to help you to get back to your love. And I will do it, no matter what. So from now, I wanna be your best friend, your support. Will it be okay dear?" he confessed. His eyes went wet while saying all this and I was feeling those vibes from him.
"I didn't thought that you are this much nicer to me, Noor had filled my head with all negatives of yours. You will always be my best friend from now nickyyy..." I told in a childish manner stressing the word 'nicky' getting him a little freshen up by it and he then playfully punched me on shoulder while blushing. That moment I realised how small this universe is... We meet people whom we hate and after some time for some reasons we just start appreciating them ....
'Well I guess this meet with Nick is gonna make me find the real self of mine in this strange world .... ' I thought.
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