The Rule Breaker

A Night At Nick's House

I was having the lemon juice and was trying to make myself fully concious.

"Hey Phoebe, do you want to eat something?" Nick asked.

"No, I am fine. I don't feel like eating." I said and I really was expression less and just tears in my eyes asking my soul to burst out.

"Pheebs, I don't know how to console you in this situation and I also don't know how you will feel better. I am so sorry for everything. I am here for you. Tell me what do you want to do or what do you want me to do for making yourself feel better. Please Phoebe, I can't just bear seeing you in this much pain." Nick started talking with me in order to console me and he also apoligized for Utkarsh's deeds.

"No Nick, I am fine." I tried to make him a little relieved.

"Yeah, with those tears in your eyes and your expressionless face defines it all. Don't fool me." Nick said. He was right. I was not being able to control my sadness. All I was thinking was 'Utkarsh did sabotage me.'

"What do I do then Nick? How will I be able to live with the guilt of trusting the wrong person? How do I just forget those moments which I had with him this early in relationship. How do I neglect all those thoughts of him touching me? Tell me .... please." I cried. I was too weak to even hold that glass of lemon juice and it fell on the floor spilling the juice over floor.

"Shushhhh.... calm down. Phoebe, calm down." Nick hugged me in a way that my head was rested on his shoulder and his one arm was on my shoulder while other over my head, patting me.

"I am feeling like I am spoiled now. I don't know what to do." I was sobbing by then.

"Phoebe, I am with you. If you want, I will help you moving on and enjoying your life like before and without any kind of flirting or I won't take any advantage of yours in your vulnerable state." He was really a nice guy. I went a little backwards and looked at him into his eyes.

"You really are in love with me, aren't you?" I asked.

"Phoebe, I don't want to hide anything from you so I will tell the truth. I am in love with you but I will never ever force you to be in relationship with me." He confessed making himself more trustworthy.

"Thanks for being honest." I thanked him as he deserved it.

"So tell me, do you want to watch a movie or dance like a crazy person or eat something or drink something. Anything. Just give me the order once and it will be there in a few minutes." He was trying to make me stop crying.

I wanted to cry out loud but I didn't. I respected him and helped myself to control my anger and stop crying.

"I just wanna have a good sleep. I can't even go at my home as I lied to mom for being with Utkarsh." I said.

"You can sleep in here, at my home. No one is there in here, you can pick any room that you like and just make yourself comfortable." He offered the whole house in a sense.

"No no, where is guestroom? I will sleep there." I asked for guestroom.

"It is on first floor, next to my room. Let me close the main door first and then we will go upstairs together." He said and went to lock the door. He was a responsible person.

"Let's go." He said and started walking, I followed him.

"Wow, these paintings are really deep." I gestured towards painting and appreciated.

"Yeah, I am fond of these. These are my choices." He calmly claimed.

"Then I must say that you have an amazing choice." I appreciated him.

"Thanks lady" he giggled making me smile a bit, and then started clapping.

"Umm..." I was shocked.

"Don't worry, I am glad that you smiled. I can't see that weird face of yours without any expression." He muttered.

"Offo ... " i giggled face palming myself.

"Here is your room for a comfy stay." He pointed towards the door of rich voilet color and bordered with strip of black color.

"Wow, your house has some dark colored furniture which is impressing me." I wondered.

"Yeah, I always tend to suffer in dark spaces. It was my idea as well as my dad's. He is also into dark things." Nick said.

"Hey, can I borrow a tee of yours. I don't wanna sleep in this sweaty clothes."

"Yeah sure." He agreed.

"Thank you so much, Nick." I thanked him while he was handing over an oversized black tee and shorts from his wardrobe to me.

"Shhh, no thanks no sorry. You know the rule Pheebs." He is really a kind guy.

"So, night night Nick" I wished him.

"Yeah, Nighty night Pheebs and tell me if you want anything." He said and then I left his room.

I went to the guest room and then in the bathroom so that I can change my clothes and I also wanted to have a shower to make my body relieved.

I tried to turn the shower on but it didn't.

"Ummm, let me call Nick." I literally was talking to myself.

"Nick... Nick..." I called him.

He came to the room furiously.

"Yeah, I am here. What happened? You okay?" He just stepped into the room and already asked two questions.

"Shower is not working. I don't know what to do so ... help me?" I asked him to help me like a child asks her mom or dad for help.

"Yeah sure. Let me check." He went in bathroom and ttied to fix the tap and all but it didn't work out.

"I am bad at these stuff. You can use my bathroom if you want." He offered me.

"Yeah okay, that would be nice." I agreed as I was so sweaty and feeling disgusted.

"Okay." Nick said and then I followed him to his room.

I went into his bathroom and he shouted "I am in the guest room so that you can feel comfortable."

"No, there is no need. You can stay." I said as I was not feeling uncomfortable. I was actually feeling safe with him.

I stepped out of the shower wearing those shorts and the black tee and the tee was oversized so it looked like a t-shirt dress on me as the shorts was not visible because of the tee's length.

"I must say that you look cute in oversized clothes." He kinda praised.

"Whatever dude, what's the good point for being cute if you can't even have the one person you love?" I again was traumatized.

I just finished my statement and both of us heard the ringing of the doorbell at that freaking time of night.

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Thanks for reading.

A/n. - Thank you so much for your support until now, but I think I need to discontinue this book for good.

What do you guys think about it? Should I continue it?