"Brahms!" I let out a breath from the mini heart attack he gave me. He stood staring at me. At the moment I realized how his clothes really were stained and brought an oder to him. "I'm guessing you've finished your lunch? It'll be getting dark soon. So how about we take you a bath? How does that sound?" I ask him gently trying not to upset him.
I was still a bit scared of him. Anything could've triggered him to upset him. That's the last thing I wanted to do at the moment.
He slowly nodded his head. He moves to the side letting me pass through. I head to the bathroom with him following behind.
I turned the faucet on to where warm water came streaming down. I turn back facing him. I had panicked in my head once I realized he had to be undressed - am I supposed to bathe him?
He continued to stand there watching me. "Do you want me to leave?" I ask feeling an idiot asking that for some reason. He shakes head to the side. "Would you like me to help you get cleaned up?" I ask him feeling my face heat up, knowing my cheeks had probably turned to a light shade of pink in embarrassment.
He had nodded his head, still staring at me and watching my every move.
I take a gulp as I began slipping his light sweater off. Next was his thin stained shirt. "How about you undress the rest, while I go get another towel for you? ok?" I tell him just so I could get out of that situation. Just as I was walking away I am pulled back slightly back from a tight grip on my arm. I turn around to Brahms with a look of confusion and a feeling of slightly terrified. "I'm just going to storage closet in the hallway. I'm not leaving Brahms." I tell him trying reassure him. He stares at me for a minute before slowly letting go. I walk out the room and to the closet. It was only a few feet away so it didn't even take a minute to get a towel from there.
As I came back, he had just slipped off his pants and turned towards the bathtub. I jump slightly and looked up away from the sight. It's not like I've never seen a naked man before but this was a weird situation for me, he was my childhood best friend who was dead - plus the state he was in and I was didn't help, such as finding out he was alive. I shake my head trying to just stop thinking of it for now.
He had stepped into the bathtub while I had went to turned off the faucet. I let out a sigh as he faced the wall. I had so many questions in my head that I was dying to know but I knew I had to be patient.
I grabbed the plastic cup (which I've always had in my bathroom), and began pouring water down his back. I had my loofa and the bar of soap and began rubbing them together.
I couldn't help but to start humming a certain song that seemed to have appeared in my head. "But, please don't bite." I had sang lowly, as I brought loofa up and down his back - now covering it with soap.
I had also brought his arm up, washing off of what it seemed to be dirt. As I did to the other, I realized he still had his mask on - how will I be able to wash his hair or face?
"Brahms, I need you take off the mask." I tell him but he stays still and silent. I could take it off myself except, that the last time I tried to do that - it didn't end so well.
"I have to wash your hair and face." I tell him once again. It was frustrating - he first attacks me in my home yet he doesn't even let me get him cleaned up? What was up the mask anyway? I don't see why he wears it, it's creepy.
"Fine, you can bathe yourself then." I told him letting out a scoff as I throw the loofa into the water.
Just as I was getting up from my knees, there was tight hold on my arm not letting me move any farther. It's was Brahms, "let go." I tell him but he doesn't. He doesn't let go until I am seated on the edge of the tub. I was very tempted to just run out the bathroom, but I didn't want the events that happened earlier, to happen again.
I let out a sigh. "Well you have to wash your hair, how about I turn around and you can wash it yourself? Would you be comfortable with that?" I see him nod slowly. I close the toilet lid and sit facing away from him.
"The blind eye of the storm." I continued to sing and hum the song that was stuck in my head. I could hear water droplets as I am guessing him taking off the mask. I was going to figure this all out. I just need time to adjust and time with him.
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an; srry it's been a while, I've been so busy with work and I also had writers block but I finally I've been thinking and came up with ideas for future chapters. I don't want to stop writing for this book especially when I still get notifications for votes, comments, and list. Thank you btw to those who's do all of those, i appreciate it so much.
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Fanfiction[Slow updates] It's been over thirteen years and Scarlett makes the decision to move back to her hometown. Scarlett is set out to reveal the truth about the twisted dark secrets they are held about what really happened, when her and Brahms were jus...