Whatever We Are

Chapter 3

I glance over at the time on the clock on Luke's living room wall. It's already 2am.

"It's getting late and I'm tired guys. I think we should go to bed now." Iggy says with an over exaggerated yawn.

All four of the boys practically have their own rooms in Luke's house since they sleepover so much, but I always sleep in Luke's bedroom with him. We never do anything when I sleepover, we're bestfriends not friends with benefits or anything weird. One after another we all go upstairs. I immediately go to Luke's room, opening up the drawers to find pajamas for bed. I have like five outfits here since I sleep over all the time. The door creaks open behind me as I continue to search through his drawers for clothes. I already know it's Luke so I don't bother to turn around to say hi or anything. Suddenly, I feel warm hands on my waist and hot breath on my neck. I shudder uncomfortably from Luke's sudden touch. His lips press against the back of my neck. The lips felt familiar but they didn't feel like his, and neither did the callused hands holding onto my waist.

"What are you doing Luke?!" I shout, pulling myself out of his grasp.

I spin around, facing him now, except it wasn't Luke. It was Michael.

"Why are you in here Michael?"  I ask agressively.

"I wanted to see you, and I wanted to ask you if you'd sleep in my room tonight?"

Michael puts his hands on my waist once again, and pulls my body in closer. I place my hands over his, but I can't bring myself to push him off.

"I can't." I almost whisper.

"Why not?" Michael asks, pulling me into his body completely.

"Because I'm sleeping in Luke's room."

He doesn't reply. I stand silently, waiting for Michael to say something. Instead he brings one hand up to the back of my head, pulling me in for a kiss. I shut my eyes and press my lips to his, allowing that same crazy feeling I got the first time Michael and I kissed to flow through me. His hands travel down my body until he reaches my butt, and he grips it tightly as we kiss. I grab his hair, running my fingers through it as he backs me up against the bedroom wall. He grabs the bottom of my thighs, lifting them up as I tie them around Michael's waist. Seconds later the door swings open, and Michael and I instantly part. We examine Luke's shocked facial expression. I can't help but glance down at the enormous boner in Michael's pants. He notices me staring and chuckles. Now is not the time to look at his boner, Amanda. I scold myself.

"I'm gonna need a word with you Mikey. Privately." Luke huffs, and I abruptly exit the room.

Michael pushes past me as he came out of the doorway into the hallway afterwards. He smirks and stops in front of me. I reach for the door handle to go back inside but Michael places his hand over top of mine to stop me. He pulls the door shut, and even locks us out.

"Luke told me you were inexperienced, but you'll be a pro by the time I'm done with you." Michael whispers lowly in my ear.

I shiver, taking a step backwards, a bit disgusted by him. Wait, so that's what Luke and Michael talked about in there... me being a virgin?

"I don't think I will be. I don't know if it's right for us to do this sort of thing."

I finally come to my senses for the first time tonight. Michael frowns down at me then he takes a step closer.

"What do you mean?"

"Well," I say stepping back again. "Whatever we are needs to stop. It isn't working."

"I like whatever we are." He argues back.

I shake my head. Michael starts to grow a bit angry.

"Well if you change your mind you know where to find me."

Michael walks away to his own room. Then I come back inside Luke's bedroom, uncomfortably laying down next to him. I don't know what to say or do after everything that just happened out in the hallway. Especially since Luke told Michael that I never had sex before.

"That was a crazy night." I say as I gaze up at the white ceiling.

"I can't believe you and Mikey made out... twice." Luke shakes his head in disbelief.

"Me either... and it was amazing."

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A/N credits for the amazing cover from my bestfriend @haley_lovato so go follow her b/c she's a great writer and she made me a great cover. And this chapter's a bit weird I know. I'm gonna use Kiss Me Kiss Me on the side song b/c Amanda and Michael kissed a billion times already.