Chapter 32

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HEY SEXAY LADAYS!!! ME AGAIN, I FEEL REALLY BAD FOR LEAVING YOU WITH THAT CLIFFHANGER FOR SO LONG SO DOUBLE UPDATE IN ONE WEEKEND!! YAY! FORGIVE ME NOW? HAHA

So while I was in the kitchen there were two other guys there, Liam and Harry, who were wise enough to realize I was pissed and stayed silent, just observing me like they are some kind of psychologist and I'm the psychopathic patient... Yeah, and Louis says he's the wise one, if he was wise, he wouldn't talk.

I grabbed a huge black trash bag and started filling it with all the contents in the pantry, once all food was inside my bag, I felt like Santa bringing these lovely presents, I went back to my room to eat in peace. While I was leaving I heard Harry say something like, "God, we have another, and much worse Niall living with us, there will be no food left for the other poor souls in this town with both of them eating away their feelings..." I normally would've snapped at him, but right now I didn't have the energy...

Sadly, in the past 30 minutes, God had not chosen to gift Louis the gift of wisdom because he was still standing at my door, waiting for me to get back.

"I hope you started digging your grave Tomlinson because your cold dead body is about to go in it..."

"DEAR GOD!! Tell me that isn't Niall's dead body in that bag!!"

I turned around and noticed my Santa sack of food did appear strangely in the shape of a human body... "No, Tomlinson, I might be crazy with a bad temper, but I hadn't even thought of killing him, plus if I had killed him, I wouldn't be bringing his stinking, rotting body back to my room." then I gave him the creepiest face I could muster, which was extremely serial killer like, "Right now, I'm prestretching the bag so Niall's body will fit in it later MUAHAHHA"

"Wait, if that isn't Niall's body or my own body, what's in it?"

"My Santa sack of food. Oh and we have to go to the store again, all the pantries, cabinets, fridge, and freezer seem to have magically gone empty in the last 30 minutes..."

His jaw literally dropped to the floor. "Dear God, how much can one emotionally damaged teenager eat in one sitting???"

"Apparently enough to resemble Niall's body..."

With that we both laughed, which was good because I was starting to get too upset for my own good...

"Now, what do you want Tomlinson? You seem annoyingly persistent in talking to me..."

"Yeah, well don't turn Liam mute or anything, but he told me about how you fancy Niall----"

"THAT LITTLE POOP SUCKLING, BUTT WIPING, TOILET DRINKING DOG DID WHAT?!?!?!"

"Let me finish, " Louis said in such a seriously threatening voice you would have never expected to hear from such an easy going guy that it shut me up immediately. "Liam never shares a secret unless there is a very important reason to, he told me about how he told you to talk to Niall and now you seem all upset and I'm almost positive we are all as confused as you are because we honestly thought Niall fancied you too and in order to help you, we need to know what happened when you talked to him."

"That's the thing boobear," I said in a sickeningly sweet, yet murderous tone (hey, I'm still pissed, no one shares my secret, I don't care what the reason) but the nickname I picked up from the fans made Louis visibly flinch, I had never used a nickname like that with him, normally they were insulting, "If you think I've been in here crying, you couldn't be more wrong. I, unlike most annoying teenage girls, do not cry. Nor do I talk about my feelings with other people. Therefore I am not going to tell you what happened, that is my business, not yours."

"It's my business now and if you don't talk to me I will find out from Niall, who also, for some fricken reason unknown to us, locked himself in his room and we need to fix this problem before it gets any worse!!" He yelled at me, and let me just say, never has Louis ever yelled at me. Ever. It's the weirdest and scariest thing to see a guy who normally just goofs off to be so serious and angry.

"GO THE FRICK AHEAD!!! GO TALK TO HIM!! I DON'T F-ING CARE!! AND YOU KNOW WHY I DON'T CARE?? YOU'RE GOING TO GET AS MUCH INFORMATION OUT OF HIM AS YOU DID FROM ME!!!"

"Niall is my best friend, what makes you think he won't talk to me??" he said extremely pissed off. Now it's my turn to laugh, a long and very bitter laugh.

"WHAT IN GOD'S GREAT NAME ARE YOU LAUGHING AT?????"

"Well, Louis, the fact that you think you are going to get an answer to an unanswerable question just because he is your best friend is quite comedic."

"What do you mean unanswerable?"

"What I mean is, you are asking what was said in a hypothetical conversation between me and Niall that never happened."

"What do you mean it never happened?"

"What I mean, you dipstick, is that the stupid conversation everyone is assuming occurred didn't freaking occur!!!!! If you want to know the flipping reason for that," and I said this next part in the most bitter tone I could muster, "maybe you should ask your best friend the name of the girl whose face he was sucking off while I was looking for him to confess that I love him!!!!!" I shrieked the last part.

Yes, I said love, don't give me that look. After talking with Liam I realized I fancied Niall, and then that feeling of jealousy that surged through me and the hurt I'm feeling right now shows that I obviously cared more than I was willing to admit to myself... And the only explanation for all these intense feelings is only one logical answer; I, Katie Smith, am in love with Niall Horan...

"W-w-what? That is not something Niall would do, you must be mistaken..."

"Louis, I have perfect vision, I know what I saw. Now get out." I said as cold as an ice queen.

As Louis was leaving, he must have just processed what I had said because right as he was opening the door to leave, he froze in his tracks.

"Wait a minute." he stated, me visibly cringing, I knew exactly what he was about to say, "You said love, not just like, love."

"I'm not discussing my feelings with you, I already made that very clear." My voice was absolutely monotone and harsh.

"Oh no way am I just going to bypass you saying that, Katie, that's a big deal."

"Yeah well forget I said it, he obviously doesn't even like me, obviously I misjudged him."

"Katie, I'm sure there's a reason behind this, Niall would never do something like that, he would never intend to hurt you."

"It doesn't matter what he intended, he did. Actions speak louder than words." For the first time in forever, my eyes started to fill with tears, everyone has their breaking point I guess...

As soon as Louis saw the tears in my eyes, he just wrapped his arms around me and we stayed like that for a few minutes while I just cried into his shoulder.

I think we are both way passed confused...

Then Louis stood up and said, "I can't take seeing you like this, you're normally so brave and you never cry, this obviously hurt you and I know you love him, I'm going to fix this, I promise!" Then he left the room.

He thought talking with me would clear this up, but instead it added another cloud to the already cloudy sky that is Louis Tomlinson's brain...

For once in my life, I really hope Louis is right, I really hope he can fix this....

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