Poetry Attempts

Desperate

Come by stop over

Don't dress up

I just want you for the night

You look sweet like daisies

But you're just a sweet knife

I want to feel your love

But you won't give it up

And every time I'm trying

You just run away

I want feel you caring

But you just attention

My love is not enough

You stand there idle and I want to know Why!

What did I do wrong

Who are you to judge

You need me

So why do run away?

I just want to love something

And you're the closest thing

But you're just here for attention

And you live for the tension

Saying no’s my pleasure

I cannot get enough

Every time you come over I can't keep my hands away

My hands seem to be what makes you stay

So I'll dominate

Make you lose control

Maybe then you'll love me

If I give you my soul

But you always run away

Please god just stay

I just want to love someone

And you're the closest thing

Face to face,

I need to find my place

Please let me love you

You live for the tension

You only come by for attention

You only come to me for attention

Find someone else

Some who's willing to loose themselves

(Even more lines about an abuser. I must be really good at those at this point. You'd think I'd be fine with how much I vent write about it )