The truth could break glass

Chapter 7

  Jake sat there the whole time listening. I felt like a girl for the first time in my entire life. A couple of times mom tried to come inside to see if I was okay. But Jake had disagreed and said she was better off not knowing why I was crying. After a few minutes Matt came in the room. He was thoughtful and quiet the entire time.

    " I think you'll be okay. Maybe you should let him in. You never know it might be good for you and your mom" Matt said.

    "So your telling me to let him in when I had only a couple of months left before I'm legally an adult?" I responded.

     " You should tell your mom about this. I think she might wanna know." Jake said.

 I thought about it, they both had a point. My mom had every right to know about this yet here i was hiding it from her, keeping her in the dark. 

"Fine ill tell her but I'm going to need support. you know how mom can get Jake. She carries the over dramatic gene. I cant tell her yet though. I need time to understand what it is im going to do before i do it."

"Good job Seth. i figured you would make the right decision you have always been smarter than me even if I'm older" Jake responds

"You haven't talked to Christina in forever. Do you want us to go so you can go talk to her?" Matt asked.

"No not really. I will invite her over later when mom is gone."

I get up and walk towards the door, unlock it and walk to the bathroom across the hall. I stood in front of the mirror staring at my puffy eyes and red nose. I filled my hands with cold water and splashed my face. I rubbed my face dry with a towel and looked up into the mirror. My smile fades slightly when i see my auburn hair and notice how much it looks like my "fathers". i smile my perfect smile but I notice that it doesnt reach my eyes. After a few more attempts and failing i groan slightly and walk out of the bathroom. The boys are in my room sprawled across my bed and floor. Jake is texting and Matt is playing video games on my psp. He knows i dont put much use to it so he comes over constantly and plays with it.

"Matt, Jake lets go out."

And thats how we ended up at a frat party. Matt agreed to become the designated driver which is fine with me because I needed more than a few drinks to settle the emotions that were going through me earlier. We walked in, I walked straight to the kitchen and grabbed one of the red cups and went to find Hunter.  On the way i gulped down my drink like it was water. sure it wasnt the first time i drank but it was with Jake. He isnt a saint either. i think while i chuckle. i see a busty blonde and wink and give her my famous lopsided smile and whisper her in her ear.

" Wanna get me another drink? The stronger the better."

She quickly nodded her head and ran off. I knew that soon Hunter would come around so i wait for the blonde to come back.

"here you go sexy." she says as she tapps my shouder and hangs off my arm like she belongs there.

"thanks" I say as I plant a kiss on her cheek. Its a small peck, but she begins to blush quickly. She was kinda cute but i perfered Christina. i walk around till i spot the dirty blonde douche i have been looking for. i smack him upside the head. i know hes about to turn around and ounch me so i quickly step back and smile widely. he turns and throws a punch misses and spots me and grins stupidly.

"Hey you dumbass!" he shouts over the music.

"Hey manslut" I say. I'm not exactly lying either.

"You actually showed. Did you bring your sexy girlfriend?" he asks.

"Nope. And yea I showed. I brought Matt and my cousin Jake."

"Awesome. the more people to get laid the more of a legend I become."

"Your not a legend you concieted imbecil."

"Mhmm whatever. you need to get laid."

"I  do but not with any of your whores. I can have my girlfriend, whenever i want."

With that I walked away with him laughing behind me.. The blonde from earlier was watching my every move. I kept walking and pretending like I didnt see almost every pair of eyes flash to me and stay. I forgot about my drink and chugged it down. The blonde did good. The drink was so strong that it burned going down, just the way i like it. I had a few more drinks the everything went black.