The truth could break glass

Chapter 8

RING RING RING

My phone is ringing in my ear. I can feel my head pounding, it kinda feels like a little troll is inside my head trying to break out using a hammer. I look around and quickly realize that I'm not in my bed like I should be. In fact I'm not even in my house. I slowly stand and my head feels like is a giant boulder on my shoulders. I grab my jeans on the floor and my t-shirt. 

"Shit" im in my boxers. 

I walk out of the room and notice the famaliar pictures on the walls. And it hits me like a million daggers. I am in Christinas house. I was probably just in the guest room. I came to her house drunk, yeah im probably not going to ever live this down. 

As I step into her kitchen I see her sitting drinking coffee and eating toast. I see a plate on her island and i know shes been waiting for me to wake up. I cant tell if shes mad or not. I can see that shes trembling and bad. 

"Hey" I say quietly.

She stares at me for what seems like forever until I sit down looking absolutly miserable. I dont know what to say. I dont know what I had say last night.

"Hi Seth."

"Are you-" she cuts me off

"do you know what you did last night? Do you understand how hurt i was when i got the phone call?"

"Before I say im sorry can you tell me what exactly i did?"

"You were at a college party. Your mom had an mild heart attack last night while you were too busy drinking the type of stuff that could kill you. the cause? She had too much stress from all the hours she was working. No one knew where you were and you werent answering your phone. So they called me. Then you showed up here. Dammit Seth you DROVE here as drunk as a dog. You could barely stand. You kept saying sorry over and over. Then out of no where you picked me up and brought me to the guest bedroom and put me on the bed. You stripped off your pants and shirt and climbed in bed with me. I made you get up and brush your teeth. You fell on the way, and when you came back you were kissing me. Hard, and you were biting me. You wanted to have sex with me, and I said no. "

I couldnt figure out what to say to her. But i saw her eyes fill up with tears. I couldnt stand to be the reason she cries. Moving towards her and kneeling in front of her.

"Baby, Im so sorry. I shouldnt have gone to the party. I shouldnt have drank so much. But please baby, dont cry." I knew that the look on my face pointed out my true face of misery.

"I know your sorry" she whispers to me. And now I can see the tears overfilling her eyes, running down her cheeks like raindrops on a window. 

I take her face in my hands and kiss her slowly and sensually. at first her lips dont move, but after a little persuading her lips move in sync with mine. I stand and make her stand with me. She wraps her arms around me. I put my hands just under her butt and lift her so she could wrap her legs around me. I carry her to her room, she moans into my mouth when I press her against the door of her room. i chuckle deeply so she could feel it rumbling in my chest. I open the door, step through, and shut behind me all without breaking the kiss. I walked to her bed and pressed her down into the mattress. 

I took her higher then I ever had before. and I knew I was forgiven.