Intoxicated (calum hood)

Chapter 8 (calums pov)

Calum's POV

10:00am

I've been at my desk since 8 and I've barely gotten any work to do

I'd of been done hours ago if she hadn't consumed my ever waking thought

"Lily my sweetest sin" I murmured looking at the few photos she took of us together with the Polaroid camera if gotten her

One I couldn't look away from it was her flat on her back in the bed the sheet covering her chest her wild violet hair beneath her like a fan her face scrunched up as she laughs

I close my eyes replaying the sound that will forever be burned into my mine

"If there is a god out there she'll come back to me" I pray like I've done every day since she left

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11:30am

I've just finished my work and I saved the files as a timid knock was hear on my door

"Come in" there was a pause before the door opened to reveal the girl who had taken over my life in a matter of weeks

Slowly my eyes took in her appearance and I panicked running to her side

"Lilith? Are you alright? Baby talk to me what's happened?" She grabs my shirt as if I'll vanish in front of her

"I...she..." Her sobs break my heart as a piece of paper falls to the ground

Looking at it I piece it all together

"Baby.... It's going to be ok not right now but soon"I kiss her hair

She looks at me her pink lips swollen from her biting them and all I want is to kiss her pain away but she's vulnerable if I did that now she'll never forgive me

"Please ... Please just make me feel better" she begs and for a second I'm not sure if the words fall from those perfect lips

"Lily my love if I did you would hate me even more" I reason shaking my head as my arms keep her locked against my chest

"I wouldn't I swear, I could never hate you Calum" my heart strings sing at her confession

"Please don't ask me to do this" I beg her my hands on her hips

"If you don't I'll find someone who will" she's smart using my possessiveness against me my arms lock as I kiss her lips

She sighs relaxing in my arms her hands on my biceps as I hold her fragile body flushed against mine

"More" she begs as I lift her and set her on my desk

"I've wanted to make love to you on this desk since you first stepped foot in here" I kiss down her neck as she whines her tears stopping as I make her forget what's happened

"Don't say things you won't do" she challenges me as her fingers fumble with the buttons of my shirt I pull hers off and smirk

"No bra at work?" I wrap my lips around the hard nub licking and sucking and her toes lock in my belt loops dragging my pants down

"Please Calum please" she continues to beg and shake her release approaching she palms me through my briefs making me bite her

"Fuck" she hisses and I stop thinking I've hurt her

"I'm sor-" she cuts me off pecking my lips and pushing me down

"Again" she looks so beautiful face flushed lips swollen her eyes stare at me wide and blue making me weak she knows she's in control

I pull her bottoms off throwing them somewhere in here kissing her thighs she's still recovering from her first orgasm as I kiss her most sensitive area licking a straight line bottom to top

"You taste so sweet" I tell her and she moans at my words I eat her like she's the last meal I'll ever have

"Fuck cal!" She yells and for the first time in a long time the name doesn't bother me but the way she warily watches me rise tells me she thinks it does

"It's ok baby you can say it" I kiss her temple lining myself up to her

"Cal" she pants in my ear making my knees go weak

"Lily" I tug on her ear with my teeth as I push into her once my pelvis touches hers I circle my hips rubbing her clit

"Ohhh fuck" she pants under me her nails ranking my arms

I slam into her six sweet times before I flip her so her feet touch the ground

"This is going to be deeper" I kiss her shoulder before pushing back in watching her arch her back gripping the edge of the desk crying out in ecstasy she comes for a third time and I go extra slow to feel every fiber of her around me

"Cal please faster" she begs panting heavily so I give her what she wants

"Stop" she says suddenly and I pull out

"What's wrong? Oh god I told you-"

"Shut up and lay back" she turns me and pushes me back onto the desk before she climbs on me sinking her self down on my length I thrust up we both reach our highs shortly she lays on my chest while I stay inside of her

"I'm sorry for what I did what I said to you" I tell her kissing her shoulder and holding her close

"Shhhh" she dismisses my apology trying to catch her breathe