Who are you

Chapter 4

"DAVID PUT HER DOWN!"

I hear the coach scream from across the gym. But it was like David didn't even hear him. He just kept staring into my eyes. I look to the floor and David's follow my face and he realizes he is still holding me and puts me down.

"Sorry" he says in a nervous voice.

"It's ok thank you for helping me down." I say trying not to look at him.

"No problem"

Why is he acting like this?

It's not like he even wants to be my partner. He is probably trying to make things less awkward.
David's friend walks up to him and they start talking I just ignore then and go sit on the bleachers and go on my phone.

Then I received and text from an unknown number.

*you so ugly your worthless*

It read

I look at the text and a tear runs down my face. I get bullied a lot so normally it doesn't surprise me when people say that to me but it still hurts when I get messages like that. I wipe my face and go into the gym locker room at a steady pace not trying to case attention to my self. I look at my phone one more time and delete the message. While leaning on the cold brick wall and sliding down to sit on the floor I start a new message and text the only person who would understand.

*im so sick of all the hate I just want to disappear and hide and I feel like nobody would even care if I did I'm nothing*

During the summer I was getting really lonely with my thoughts. I started going in chat rooms to try and make friends, lame right. Most of the rooms I was in it had people asking for nudes and wanted us to talk dirty with them. I tried to stay out of those kind of chats. But I did meet one nice guy from the chats. I got to know him and found out that he was going through the same stuff I was but his life was different. Unlike me he was one of the the popular kids that everyone liked. Growing up he his parents constantly fought and fought. The only time they didn't was when he had his parents friends over. He hated spending time with there family because he knew it was all an act. When they where present his parents acted as they where a happy couple that loved each other. But behind the act they really just wanted to yell at each other.

The family that was close with his reminded me a lot like me and David's but the only think similar where the fact that are parents are friend with each other and we would come over a lot, as would they. But David's life is nowhere close to the guy I'm talking to's life. David is an only child who parent love him unconditionally and are happily married. I know this because I have stayed many night over there house spending time with David's mom as she tells me stories about her and her husband and how they found each other.

Buzz buzz

I hear my phone go off receiving a reply back from my friend.

It reads

*"I would care, your my everything"*

I know calling me his everything is just him trying to make me feel better but I still think it's sweet that he cares. I'm not use to having people care about me. Other then adults I mean. For some reason I find it easier talking to adults then people my own age. I get along great with my teacher and old people like my grandparents. I guess I just had a more mature mind then others I like to think.

I few secs later the bell in the gym goes off which means class is over and I have 10 mins left to change. I run to my locker as fast as I can to get my clothes and make my way to the bathroom stall to avoid seeing anyone enter the girls locker room, I change as fast as I can and try and fix myself in the mirror. I start to hear all the girls walk into the locker room. That's when I lock my gym locker and leave to go to my next class.

My next class is science which says on my new schedule it's the second semester so that means all are classes get mixed up. I just hope I don't get stuck with a lab partner that's a jerk and will make me do all the work.

AN/

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a long time I have bin really busy with finals and trying to finish up my school year without any problems. But it's Summer now yay! So I'm gonna be updating more often now if u want to know when my next updated are you can follow me on twitter my username is @mernayaldo And I will tweet every time an update will be posted sorry again for all the delay I promise I will be updating more often now and to apologize this chapter is much longer and has more story in it then my others so enjoy it and I love u guys all so much if u have any ideas for the book message I'm I'll be sure to reply and use your ideas and I'll make sure to give u credit. If I guys follow my on twitter I will most defiantly follow back and retweet your tweets. Love u all so much XOX <3