Who are you

Chapter 5

When I get to my class I see nobody in it. Like usual I'm always the first one to get to class because I try and stay out of the hall ways a much as possible. People usually think that if people don't like you you try and get out of class as much as you can. But it's different for me. I like the classroom because your more safe there. There is less of a change that you will get made fun of because the teacher is there and like I said before teachers usually like me. So at least I kinda have one friend in the class room.

I really wish Rosie or the guy I have bin talking to was at my school so I won't be so alone all the time. I never told Rosie about how I go on group chats because I don't want her to feel sorry for me or take it the wrong way and feel disgusted of me. I really don't want to lose her friendship she is the only person that has ever physically bin there for me. More people start to walk into the class room and the bell rings.

I take a sit in the middle row and wait for the teacher to start talking.

"Good afternoon everyone today we will be picking are lab partners. As I can see most of you were hoping you could pick them yourself but since its a new semester and I don't know most of you, I'm gonna pick them and later in the year if you impress me I'll let you pick your own partners. How's that!"

The whole class "groans"

"Oh come on. Ok everyone up I'm gonna put the seating chart up on the board you got 15 mins to find your seat."

While the teacher does that more students walk into the class room unnoticed. One of the student happen to be Jason.

Jason is this guy I have bin crushing on since I was 6. All the times I went over to David's house he would be there playing Xbox with David. Unlike David, Jason was actually really nice to me. He would always say hi to me and ask me of I wanted to play with them, ever though David would be rude to me it was still really nice of Jason to think of me. Most of the time I would be in the kitchen with David's mom helping her make lemon aid and stuff like that. She was always so sweet and kind to me.

But by the times I got to 8th grade I noticed Jason and David didn't hang out as much as they use to. I wish I knew what happened but nobody seemed to tell me. After that going over there house became a lot worse.

David's bullying started to hurt me even more. My 6th grade year I spent trying to starve myself and spend all my spare time exercising in my dad's workout room. All the exercise began to get me really sick and I started throwing up. My doctor had to prescribe me Zantac and Zofran pills to keep my stomach acid under control and to keep me from vomiting every meal I tried to eat. She told me I had to keep exercising or else the pain is just gonna become worse but I have to take it down a notch. I still do till this day spend all my spare time exercising.

I looked up at the board where my seat is and who my lab partner is. As I search for my name I find Jason name written right next to mine. I look to find him in the class room and find him sitting at are lab station. He notices me walking told him and he smile.

" Hey there Gabi"

"Hey Jason. So I guess I'm your lab partner."

"Is that a problem?" He said with a frown on him face.

"No!" I yell louder then expected

"I just mean um your not gonna make me do all the work of you?"

"Haha no of course not I'll work don't worry about it." he says with a big smile on his face.

"Ok good cause I can't afford a bad grade in this class"

We both smile at each other and then the teacher starts taking.

"Class since it's the first day of the new semester I'm gonna let you have this hour to yourself. But there is no leaving this class room unless it's and emergency."