i never expected this. so many people have reached out to me while i've been gone and asking questions, wondering how i've been.
i've yet to answer them but i will here.
in all honesty, i'm not well. i had my son, atlas james in october and since then i've been struggling with ppd (postpartum depression) i am unable to really do anything, which sucks. i feel like a failure to my kids and to my family who had so much hope for me.
i'm currently in outpatient treatment at an eating disorder facility. i am 93 lbs, unable to breastfeed, keep up with my job, and as of right now unable to ever get pregnant again. it's a shock... but counting calories and starving myself is the only way i know how to cope and live.
i'm trying to get through this, believe me. it's just going to take a long time. thank you for the kind words, i appreciate them so much.
-georgette elston-john
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thirteen years ☓ rilaya au [COMPLETED]
Fanfiction"dream dreams maya, your going to get everything you want in life." they had to grow up someday ;; this story is such shit. i don't know what i was thinking.
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