You're not supposed to remember
but you do.
That painful past.
That evil shadow.
And the angel that saved you.
Oh....The angel?
You're now brother Daesung
Shhhh you're not supposed to remember.
What will happen when they finally hear you're stor...
It was around my birthday the boys were busy with practice, I decided to head out on own. I had this one place I'd always be drawn to.
I couldn't get enough of this place. I put my ringer on silent before i found a spot to laydown before I blasted my music on new beats headphones I bought for myself. This place reminded me of my birth mother I remembered when she would bring me here.
I set my phone down and close my eyes.
~~memory start
"(YN)!!! Darling where did you run off to?" She would call as I ran in and out of the trees.
"Mommy!" I would jump from a tree and run to her. I would embrace her in the biggest hug the little me could do. She would pick me up and twirl me around. She would read a book out loud to me it was pure bliss.
Dispite the things father did mom and I would still have our days like this.
I could hear the echos of our laughter
~~~memory end
I open my eyes and sit up
I couldn't lay down anymore I had to walk around
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I scroll though my brothers playlist and choose
D'lite- wings
I had different moods
I listen to my brothers songs when I felt sad and wanted to cheer up.
JiYong songs help me release my anger I can just let loose and dance alot to it
T.O.P I'd listen to his songs when I just wanted that extra energy in the morning to wake up to.
Seungri when I needed the extra confidence when I went out clubbing
Young-bae when I just wanted to dance alot his music was so easy to dance to it helped you relive anythi g that was writing on my mind.
I then look at my notifications i got a message from my best friend I called her A-yah because she would call me (first letter of you're first name here)-ssi. She had just woken up I sent her a message saying 'mornin sleepyhead!~~'
I look again and see 10+ messages from the boys they were all in one group chat on Kakao.
D- where are you? Mom and dad haven't seen you in hours!
Ji- chill out she's probably still sleeping! 😴
T.O.P- over protective brother alert 😎
VI- OH. Speaking of sleeping faces I habe a photo of her sleeping 😄
D- where did you get a picture of her sleeping
Ji- run Seungri run
T.O.P- you all know she's in this chat right now right? (Yn)? You like?
