Emotions

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It was around my birthday the boys were busy with practice, I decided to head out on own. I had this one place I'd always be drawn to.

I couldn't get enough of this place. I put my ringer on silent before i found a spot to laydown before I  blasted my music on new beats headphones I bought for myself. This place reminded me of my birth mother I remembered when she would bring me here.

I set my phone down and close my eyes.

~~memory start

"(YN)!!! Darling where did you run off to?" She would call as I ran in and out of the trees.

"Mommy!" I would jump from a tree and run to her. I would embrace her in the biggest hug the little me could do. She would pick me up and twirl me around.
She would read a book out loud to me it was pure bliss.

Dispite the things father did mom and I would still have our days like this.

I could hear the echos of our laughter

~~~memory end

I open my eyes and sit up

I couldn't lay down anymore I had to walk around

I scroll though my brothers playlist and choose

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I scroll though my brothers playlist and choose

D'lite- wings

I had different moods

I listen to my brothers songs when I felt sad and wanted to cheer up.

JiYong songs help me release my anger I can just let loose and dance alot to it

T.O.P I'd listen to his songs when I just wanted that extra energy in the morning to wake up to.

Seungri when I needed the extra confidence when I went out clubbing

Young-bae when I just wanted to dance alot his music was so easy to dance to it helped you relive anythi g that was writing on my mind.

I then look at my notifications i got a message from my best friend I called her A-yah because she would call me (first letter of you're first name here)-ssi. She had just woken up I sent her a message saying 'mornin sleepyhead!~~'

I look again and see 10+ messages from the boys they were all in one group chat on Kakao.

D- where are you? Mom and dad haven't seen you in hours!

Ji- chill out she's probably still sleeping! 😴

T.O.P- over protective brother alert 😎

VI- OH. Speaking of sleeping faces I habe a photo of her sleeping 😄

D- where did you get a picture of her sleeping

Ji- run Seungri run

T.O.P- you all know she's in this chat right now right? (Yn)? You like?

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