You're not supposed to remember
but you do.
That painful past.
That evil shadow.
And the angel that saved you.
Oh....The angel?
You're now brother Daesung
Shhhh you're not supposed to remember.
What will happen when they finally hear you're stor...
As we pull up to Jis place I unbuckle and get out as soon as he came to a stop "Ya Y/N! atleast wait till I turn the car off!" he whined
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Mianhae Ji. But, I felt so trapped in the car" I scratched my head as he turned the car off and got out himself.
"its okay.. we have been in the car a lot for the last few days huh.." I nod and look at the sky it was dark yet again. Where did the day go? What day is it even? In a way when im with Ji I loose track of the Days and time when im with him. Im happy that hes here right now. I can forget the bad part of today.
"You figure out what kind of game you want to play?" I asked as he unlocked the door. But he shakes his head
"not yet." He looks at his watch "its dinner time.. did you want take out or make something here?" he asked. "ive got limited ingredients we would need to go shopping again.." I remember shop that was close to the house.
"Lets make something here. Lets make BiBimBap!" I sounded more exited than I intended to be.
"Okay, okay. Ill put your bag in the room first." I nod and wait for him by the door.
I start to think of this as a date and my cheeks start to turn red. I hide my cheeks in my hands embarrsed that I thought that way.
Can...
Can I think this way?
Can I really think this way?
My father is going to jail with a chance of getting out in a year or two... I recently re-connected with my mother. Dae, mom and dad are probably worrying about me right now...
And im here thinking about a date... my happy thoughts took a turn for the worse. My hands went from my cheeks to grabbing my hair and curling up against the wall on the floor.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Do..
Do I have a right to be happy?
What happens if I get happy and I end up like my mother?
NONONONO
JI isn't like that...
STOP
Stop thinking like this... I couldn't stop these dark thoughts from popping up. Ji gone for a few mins seemed like forever.
