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"Come on wake that ass up I made breakfast, get up reign." A familiar voice spoke softly, before placing moist kisses on my neck tapping on my thigh gently then walking away. I stretched rubbing my eyes trying to get a better look of where I was. I sighed as I let my head fall into my hands Bryson tillers been that way could of played as background music .

"Finally I was starting to think you called London and crawled out the window or some shit ." Dre chuckled showing his perfect smile with a fresh cut , his waves and smooth hair blended together making his fucked up ass fine as hell. Nigga upgraded to a damn eight pack not to mention skin was all smooth an shit ugh I hated how much I loved his selfish fine ass.

"Look I don't know how the fuck I ended up here but I'm eating and going home! One more thing don't put them things on me ever again, I don't know where your mouth has been Dre." I demanded as I grabbed my plate looking down, I shook my head he really has me fucked up cooking my favorites.

"You really fucking with that nigga or you still trying to make me jealous? This faking it shit ain't cutting it Rae, you already know where my mind is at when we around each other. I'm tryna pick your juicy ass up wrapping them legs around my waist, walking over to that fucking dining room table just so I can lay you down. Stripping all that shit off of you an just stare at you in amazement soft ass skin, soft ass lips. Stroking my dick nice and slow just how you like,just looking at how wet that pussy is." Dre spoke smoothly with lust in eyes as he made his way to my side of the kitchen.

"Nice try sounds good it really does but I'm good Dre, I'm not as crazy about you anymore. I woke up and found a new man to bounce this phat ass on. "

The more I heard myself talk the less convincing I sounded and the closer he got towering over me. Easing his hands up my thighs causing my body to warm up , I could feel my heart beat through my chest, as he kneeled down opening my legs placing them over his shoulders. Kissing my thighs as he got closer to my now throbbing kitty, suddenly I felt betrayed by my body. My heart and mind screamed get up and leave him right there ,while my body screamed eat up I craved his touch again.

By the time I made it to my loft the day was practically gone. Not to mention my phone hadn't been turned on since 4am and it was now 5pm . I kept trying to wrap my mind around how I let Deandre back in without putting up a fight. All it took was a few long strokes and kisses to the pearl and there I stood in his hands with weakness filling my thighs and regret filling my heart.

" Knock, knock!" I dropped my purse on the counter and walked back towards the front door seeing it was Nick in the peep hole I smiled shaking my head.

"Hey , I forgot you lived here too where is your new leading lady, usually she's right behind you?" I asked faking as if I cared knowing I wanted him to myself. Nick was always fine but new Nick was fine as hell waves , full beard oiled to perfection. Light brown complexion complimented by his tattoos shorty was lucky I wasn't into the whole two for one shit. Who knew what kind of package this man was walking around Atlanta with gently placed in his gray sweat pants.

"She went out of town this morning after we all left the club. I didn't make it to waffle house I was to sauced shit would of been a waste you feel me?" Nick spoke as I walked towards my shower. Shit was like the normal old times before blaq and I , Nick would come over and look for a movie while I would cook then we would have movie night.

"Fuck ! Hey Nick I need a hand my necklace is jammed this shit cost way to much to play in water with." I knew I was whining but I wasn't.

"No problem , I picked insidious just to let you know. Damn rae how the fuck did you get this stuck like this." Nick asked as he wiggled the latch on my necklace I could feel him breathing warmly against my neck. Once the latch became unloose I turned around staring into his deep brown eyes. I hated myself for never noticing what was infront of me, his eyes wandered over my facial features. Pulling me in by my waist placing both hands firmly on my hips he tilted his head down meeting my lips with his. Gourdan banks song keep you in mind played at the right moment on pandora. This song made so much sense in this moment feeling our tongues collide eyes closed the deeper the kiss the more passionate it became. Finally breaking free of each other not saying a word I went for the shower and he went for the front door.

Laying in bed I couldn't help but toss and turn dreaming about how badly I craved Nick. Something in me just couldn't take good enough as being enough I needed more, how could I be satisfied. Knowing the man I truly want walked out my door three hours ago and never turned back around or called not even a single text to ask if things felt real or felt like it was meant to happen.

It was twelve am when my phone rang without looking at the caller I picked up.

" I can't sleep and I can't get you out of my head please just open the door Rae." Without looking I knew it was Nick, I opened the door moving to the side so he could come in. He was in a black tee shirt with black joggers with his car keys in his hand leaning up against my door with his head rested on his arm.

Taking his shoes off he followed me in back to the bedroom stripping down to just the joggers. He climbed into the bed wrapping his arms around my body laying his head on my stomach. Falling asleep never felt this comfortable let alone relaxing it had that feeling of home. That feeling of being in arms that would never hurt you and would protect you at all cost. Ofcourse I wasn't numb to the obvious this man wasn't mine and I wasn't his but I'll be damned if I don't fall asleep taking in all this secured happiness .

I could worry about everything else  later. Atleast thats what I'm hoping.

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