A Hamilton Runaway

Wake Up.

I was 12 again and in my bed room waiting for my mom to come. I did everything she tells me to do. I put on my slut shirt, slut shorts, and had the whip cleansed.
"Snowflake you ready?"
"Yes mother."
"Good now let's get started."
She laughed a picked up the whip.
"You made a mistake little one. Uh oh. You forgot to tie yourselves up. So that means you get 30 more whips tonight Lil one." I did nothing as she grabbed the rope and threw me onto my knees. She then tied me up and my wrist started to bleed.
"Awe your wrist are so weak that they instantly bleed. That's so weak. Now let's see if I can make you cry." She grabbed my face in her hands before throwing it away and letting it hit my bedpost.
I let out a moan as she laughed crazaly. She instantly started to whip me as though there was no tommrow.
I didn't cry but instead stayed silent as she did this. My back has so many scars and  there all numb so it affects my personality. After a while she left and got a bottle of vobka.
"This will add a nice sting to it now wouldn't it?" She said smiling at me drunk. She opened the bottle took a few sips before pouring the rest down my back. I screamed until I coughed up blood. I heard my window shatter.
"DID I GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO SCREAM?! NOW YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR YOUR WINDOW!" She yelled at my face before throwing the whip down and walking away. I head her a few seconds later come in and she had a bottle of rum in her hands.
"This is for the window. I hope you die girly. You hear me? I! HOPE! YOU! DIE!" She then poured the bottle of rum down my back and drank the rest. She picked up the whip and started in on my back again. I cried freely as she ripped my back up.
I heard her fall down an hour later.
"Daddy she knocked out. Can you come untie me please. And bring the box." I yelled from my room. My dad came in a few minutes later.
"Sorry it took me so long. I forgot where I put it for a second."He came into my room serious. When he saw my back he teared up. He looked me in the eyes and I saw tears fall.
"My vast girl. I'm so sorry you have to go though this. I'm sorry I can't get rid of her for good, but I just don't have enough money. And even if I did where could we go. I'm so sorry my little girl." He said as he untied me. I smiled at him and shurrged. I then picked up my mom and threw her into her bed. I mean I just tossed her. I walked out of her room to see my brothers waiting for me.
"Come on Snowflake let's make you better." The oldest one Robert said making me smile.
"Yeah come on we missed you." My other brother said, Joseph. He was the middle child. I giggled but let them pick me up and take me to my room. I suddenly felt light headed. The last thing I saw was my dad yelling for me. 
"Snowflake stay here with us We can make you happy. Don t go back to them." I breathed on quickly to see Leslie looking at me worriedly. I cried into his chest and he held me there until I fell asleep saying thank you.