A Hamilton Runaway

Panic Attack.

I woke up to my phone going off. I groaned and picked it up.

"Hello?"

"HAVE YOU READ THE CAST GROUP CHATS?!?!?" Jazzy And Anthony yelled into my ear.

"Um no I was asleep. But thanks for making me deaf." I said causing them to sniker.

"SORRY! BUT I'M REALLY EXCITED! HURRY UP AND READ THEM!" She yelled. I heard Anthony laughing in the back round.

I sighed but put them on speaker then opening up my texts messages. I had 55 new texts messages from the cast.

"Holy shit you guys text alot. And I haven't even read them yet." I heard the both of them crack up.

Oldmanmiranda: I HAVE REALLY BIG NEWS!!!

Womaninthesequel: What?

Oaktree: It better be good cause you woke me up.

Oldmanmiranda: WE ARE GOING TO ORLANDO!! AND WE ARE GOING TO DISNEY AND UNIVERSAL!

that's all I read before I started to shake.

"Oh my god!! We going to Disney!" I said crying. I started to feel light headed as the memories came rushing back.

"I know I'm so ready!! I have been wanting to go for forever now!" Jazzy said.

"Oh wait Leslie calling from the other line I'll call you back." I lied. I heard them groan.

"Ok but hurry up. Bye." Anthony said. I quickly said bye before placing my phone on the table.

I was shacking very bad and the tears were coming like a water fall. I panicked and curled up into a ball.

"Maybe I won't have to see her. I won't go see her. No. I'll only go and see the boys and daddy's grave. Yeah and see Amelia. Yeah and Cata." I said still shaking. No matter what I did I couldn't stop shaking. I tried to think of happy thoughts but she came i to my thoughts and I couldn't get her out.

"Hey girly! Wanna get started or do you wanna die?"

"YOU BITCH! I DIDN'T SAY TO SCREAM!"

"I hate you! Your not a boy so you can't so anything right!"

"I wish I had killed you when I had the chance!"

"SNOWFLAKE what's wrong?!?"

"I hate you girl!"

"I should have done this awhile ago!"

I saw her bring the whip down apon my back so many times that it was in shreds.

"THEODOSIA?!" Wait what? Who said that.

"Girly can you just shut up for once?!"
I saw her bring it again but this time with vodka, rum and beer.

"Breath Lil One. Come on." How is that? I shook my head and curled up into a ball and shrunk back.

"STOP CRYING! ONLY GIRLS CRY BITCH!!"

I shook my head again and feel tears still streaming down my face. I shrunk back whimpering. My back burned as the scars had reopened and I felt my shirt slowly get heavy.

"T-Theodosia? Can you look at me?" I knew that voice. Leslie.

"Please little one. We wanna help you." Renee.

"Please." They said at the same time. I shook my head no before changing my answer and nodding my head. I looked up and turned my head so that they couldn't see how much pain I was in.