6 months later.

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I'm all alone. I've been alone for 6 months. Do you understand how depressing and how much anxiety I've had? I have a fear of being alone forever, and this feels like forever. I have lost about 24 pounds. I need 24 more pounds to be honest with you! I'm probably now 94 pounds now... that's way under weight for a 28 year old. I was walking down the road with my bag slung over my shoulder, and Lucifer in the right hand. The last house I was in was small and had some clothes in there and a bow. I've made my own arrows just like Daryl taught me to. God I miss Daryl. I have a outfit in the bag with some squirrel meat, another outfit, arrows, and pairs of underwear. The bra I'm wearing is too too small, and the outfit I have is awesome I guess. Its something Daryl would wear. I miss him so much that I kept the string that had ears on it but replaced it with teeth. Badass right?

I know my hair was probably sticking up in every direction

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I know my hair was probably sticking up in every direction. I was itching for a damn bath, but that was the last thing on my mind right now. I stopped and walked backwards and turned my head left. There it was. A prison. I smiled to myself and brought Lucifer in my hands. I knew I was going to have to kill some walkers in the way. I started running in and hit walkers on the way to the gate. I was going to have to jump this. There were people in the prison but couldn't reach the gate in time. I climbed up to the top but fell onto my back with a groan. I rolled over and stood up on my knees. "Don't you move" I heard someone say above me. It sounded familiar. I glanced up and about sobbed when I saw the person.

"Hello Rick" My voice cracked when Ii stood up straight. His gun lowered.

"R-Ray?" He asked and brought me into his arms. "Oh god you're alive"

"I am I am." I cried then pulled away from him. "You would never believe how happy I am to see you."

"Carl's gonna e so happy when he sees you, he needs to smile. And Daryl" He smiled big and put his arm around me. We walked by the Impala making me scream and hug it.

"Oh baby I missed you so much!" I yelled and hugged the car.

"If this is how you react to a car, I wonder how you're going to react to everyone else" Rick said once I straightened up from the car. By now everyone had came outside when they heard the crying and yelling. I saw Daryl and dropped Lucifer and my bags to the ground. I think he realized who I was cause he started to walk forward when I ran and jump on him. I wrapped my legs around his torso and mt arms around his neck. I felt something wet fall onto my shoulder.

"'I missed you so much!" I cried into his neck. I looked like shit and I knew it...

"I missed ye too. How are ye alive?" He asked and put me down. I saw that he was crying to. Damn, Daryl actually cried... "W-What happen?"

"Uh when-" I was cut off by someone crashing into me, whom made me fall to the ground with them on top of me. I realized that it was Carl who was sobbing on my chest. "Oh my god Carl look at how big you've gotten! And I wasn't here to see it" I said and hugged him back. There was someone new in the group who was smiling at us. I like her taste in fashion. And weaponry. She had like a katana thingy.

"Why did you leave?" He sobbed into me.

"I'll tell the group if you get off of me baby"  I kissed his head. He nodded and helped me up. I stood in front of everyone and sighed. "When you're horse got scared and did one of those weird things they do in movies, I got lost. I was staying in a small house before a walker herd. about 3 dozen came. I had to get out of there fast, so I ran away. I stayed with 3 people. Uh... they-they got bit and they're last wish was for me to take care of their daughter, Lilian. She was a 14 year old, prettiest girl I've seen, she-she got bit when we made a run for it from a group." I said drying away a tear. "I haven't had sleep for about 2 months-" I was cut off by Rick.

"Well you're going to eat something before you go to bed. We have enough cells-" He was cut off by  Daryl putting his arm around my waist.

"Uh, She'll be sleepin' with me" He said pulling me into him.

"I have to ask her some questions." Rick said, "How many walkers have you killed since, you left?"

"I lost count in the low hundreds. Maybe a thousand..." I said before picking up Lucifer.

"How many people have you killed?" 

"3. The people I told you about" I said. Rick nodded.

"You're going to have to tell her" Carl said before grabbing my hand.

"Tell me what?" I asked looking around the group. I realized that Beth was holding a baby in her hands.

"Back at the farm, Shane. He-he"

"died didn't he?" I asked feeling my heart start to ache. Rick nodded

"He went to kill me, Ray. He was going to, he had the gun aimed and everything..." I realized what he was saying and looked down. My brother the one who almost taught me more than my father, was killed. I felt my breath stop for a minute.


"You did what you had to do" Ii looked up at them. "Now, tell me who this sweet heart is" I picked up the baby out of Beth's hands. "Is she yours?" I asked Beth. She blushed and shook her head.

"Lori's"

"Where-" I cut myself off when I saw Carl look down sadly. Ii nodded.

"You know Ray" Maggie started, "You and Daryl would make beautiful children" I blushed and looked down. "Ever consider it?"

"That's up to her" Daryl said taking his hand inti mine.

"Just do It already" Carl muttered for only him to hear, but ha, Ii heard it.

"Maybe" I muttered back to him making him blush.

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