TO FAR GONE

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3 days later, and at 1:29

"Its  not up to me, its a council now!" Rick yelled down to the governor. I was standing next to Carl at this time before all of this went down. I will admit it, I knew something was about to go down.

"Is Hershel one of them?" The Governor asked. In the corner of my eye, I saw Maggie and Beth tense up. A girl brought out their father and Maggie put her hand over her mouth. "What about Michonne?" A man brought her out, "Is she on the council too?"

"I don't make decisions anymore!" Rick yelled. Carl stood next to me and patted my hand making me glance at him real quick. He was handing me my bow and arrows. I nodded and putted the arrows in the hand I had Lucifer in.

"You will be today" The Governor replied. "Come down here and lets, lets have a talk" Tyreese glanced at me. He, Daryl, Rick and Carl were the only ones who could read me. and right now I was a book on page 23.

"Get everyone on the bus" Daryl said after Rick made his way to talk.

"Its going to be okay" Carl muttered to me. I knew he could see the look on my face. He knew I was worried. I nodded and watched as Daryl started giving us guns. He gave me one and nodded to me. "I'm a good shot, I could end this right now" I smiled at Carl a little bit. Look at how much he's grown. Already wanting to murder someone!

I tightened my grip on the gun when The Governor brought the katana to Hershel's neck, Beth gasped a little bit. I brought my aim to the governors head and sighed. Why does this baby have to be kicking right at this moment? The little Ass-Kicker wants to fight to I guess. I saw Hershel smiled a bit at Ricks words, the Governor started to take away the katana. That's what we all thought...

"NOO!!!"We all screamed when Hershel's head came off of him. I started shooting at the people with mad tears. Carl was shooting too once he snapped out of something. I felt the baby kick more than ever.

"You motherfucking asshole dickweed sucker!" I yelled at the top of my lungs and shot at more people. I aimed at the car where the gas would go in and shot, boom goes the dynamite! It exploded making me hold back a smile and run behind a giant table thing. Ii was about to shoot the girl with brown hair until I saw Lizzie and Mika with guns. I smiled real big. To be honest with you, I don't like Lizzie. She gives me creeps.... I need to find the Governor. I was going to kill him. I ran down to the field hitting Walkers with Lucifer. He was on top of ick and was choking him. I smiled real big and brought Lucifer to his head. He fell off of Rick, Rick started to cough while I took another swing to his head. "Who's you're daddy now, bitch?!"

"Carl? Where's Carl?" Rick asked once I helped him up. 

"I don't know" I sighed and leaned him up on my shoulder. 

"Get off of me, you'll hurt the baby" He said and brought himself off of me. I sighed and walked next to him, "CORAL! CORAL!" he yelled and almost fell. I helped him and saw to walkers before Carl. 

"Dad! Mom!" He yelled and hugged us. I wasn't just crying because he was safe, but because he called me mom! He's never called me that!  I always have waited for him to and he called me mom! I sobbed harder than pulled away.

"Where's Judith?" Rick asked.

"I-I don't know" He said before we started walking around. There was a car seat that was Judith's. But it was empty and bloody. Rick started sobbing into my arm which made me cry. Shes gone... Carl turned his head and saw a walker. I was about to shoot it before he started shooting it over and over again before falling into my arms.

"Its over" Rick cried as we started walking away from the scene. The baby was kicking more then ever and it was starting to make me hurt a little bit. Something wasn't right, I had a feeling.

"Don't look back"

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"Carl. Slow down" Rick limped next to me. I was steadying him up with my left arm. He didn't want me to, but I don't give a shit, Carl Ignored him. 

"Carl!" This time I shouted. "Your father said to slow the hell down" Carl stopped.

"We need to stay together. We need to find a place, food, supplies. Hey we're gonna be-" Rick cut himself off by the look Carl was giving him. I patted his arm.

"He'll come around..." I sighed,

"Wait outside and keep watch" He ordered Carl.

"You keep watch, You can barley stand, I'm not allowing you to go in there alone." He replied. You know that one friend who sits there with that look when their friend gets yelled at by their parents? That's what I look like right now. 

"Excuse me?"

"We've done this before." Carl glared "I'm gonna help you clear it. Just let me do it myself."

"I'll keep watch" I said before they walked inside the store thing. I took a seat on the stone thing and held Lucifer to me. The baby was kicking and it felt worse. I have a feeling it going to- POW, I heard a gun go off and sighed. I knew they were okay cause I could hear Rick yell at Carl. I don't blame Rick for being mean to Carl. Carl's on his man period and PMSing. I would do the same. 

"C'mon" Rick smiled at me when they both came out. Ii nodded and stood up with the help of him. This baby is kicking my ass.

I kicked the door open with Lucifer, and aimed it. Rick and Carl went in first and I went in last. I followed Rick, but Carl was PMSing again! Dude, I have to go through this every month, do I act like this? No. I'll just watch this unfold

"Carl"

"I got it. All the doors down here are open"

"Just stop" Rick yelled. Carl sighed and turned around and banged his fist on the wall

"Hey asshole! Hey shit face! Hey ass-"Me and Rick both cut him off.

"Watch your mouth!" I had to hold back a smile. I totally don't know where he learned them words from...

"Aare you kidding me? If there's one of them down there, they would of came out" He said which made me snicker and Rick kick my foot lightly. I smiled and walked away. I hissed in pain from my stomach which made Rick come to my side.

"Are you okay?" He asked and sat me down carefully.

"Yeah. I think this baby is coming soon" I breathed in and out slowly.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"yeah. I'm 7 months next week." I sighed before sitting down on the couch. He nodded before Carl walked inside with a rope and started tying the door. Rick scooted the other couch to it.

"I made a clove knot. Shane taught me. Remember him?!" He asked making me look down. Shane won't be here to see the baby...

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I'm tired

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