Shane's Sister (Daryl Dixon and Negan)

I don't know what to name this anymore

Gabriel kept on scrubbing the blood off of the floor the next 2 days. I was sick of hearing him cry about me with Lucifer. I said the name yesterday and I thought he was going to start a exorcism on me. This dude right here is a fruit loop in a bunch of cheerio's. Currently, I was holding Grace and was watching Carl. Right now the only ones in this damn church is Carl, Fruit loop, Michonne, Judith, Grace, and I. Daryl and Carol went with each other somewhere, We know they've been fucking. Did I mention that I'm single and I'm addictive like a Pringle? Yesterday, I ended it will Daryl. I was tired of him flirting with Carol and it wasn't even a relationship anymore. So, yes I'm now a single mother. Daryl acts as if Grace wasn't even born. He hasn't even held her. Only looked at her... some dad am I right?

"We could teach you to defend yourself. Especially Ray over there. Do you see the way she shoots?" Carl looked down at him. Gabe looked over to me then back to Carl.

"She wasn't defending herself. She was murdering someone. She was laughing as she killed someone with a small bat!." He pointed to me. I smiled back at him.

"Hey what can I say. Its not the size that counts asshole, its what you do with it" I winked which made Michonne snicker. He shook his head and looked down. Carl narrowed his eyes at me then turnt back to Gabriel.

"Ignore my mom." He jabbed his finger over to me. "She's on drugs"

"I'm on all of the ones under my bed" I replied making Michonne laugh at me. Carl gave me a warning look then went back to talk to him. Why even try dude? He's not that much of a sinner to do this. He needs to grow up in my eyes. He acts like killing peoples a bad thing. It would have been a bad thing years ago, but in this 3 years, its okay. 

-------------------Big Time Skip To Beth's Death Cause I Is Lazy---------------

"Are you going to be back?" The officer lady chick asked Beth. Yes Beth! We found her! Ain't that awesome? Beth walked up to the lady and stood there for a minute.

"I get it now" She said before stabbing her with a pair of scissors. The next thing that happen made me cry out. Beth was shot in the head by the lady. My heart, it- it feels like Ii was the one shot. 

"You bitch!" I yelled with tears going down my face and swung Lucifer to her head. I kept on hitting her in the head over and over again. 

"Stop!" The other lady told us. I looked over to her and raised my bat to her.

"I'll stop when I wanna stop. And I sure ain't right now" I spat to her then turned around. Daryl was crying with everyone else which made me cry harder. I've only seen him cry 3 times. "Beth" I cried and came to her side. I handed Lucifer to Rick and picked her up. Daryl protest to take her but I shook my head. If you wonder where Grace is, Abraham has her again. I walked to the exit behind everyone and kept my head down on her. A girl who was like my sister, just died. I kissed her head and looked down at my clothes, I had blood all over me from her, but I didn't care.

"Beth!" Maggie fell to her knees once she was me carrying her, this made me cry harder. I continued to walk in front of them still sobbing. This was our sweet blasphemy.

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We were walking for more than 5 hours at least. Its been 3 days since Beth's death has happen, and it has struck nerves in Maggie. She's became depressed and doesn't care anymore. It hurts me to her like this. She's like my older sister, she's older by 3 months by the way. I feel like a walker myself from all of this walking. I have Grace in my arms and Lucifer in my other hand. If I ever had another kid, I would name him or her Lucy, or Lukas. It rhymes with Lucifer I guess... There probably was more than 2 dozen of walkers behind us when we were walking. Right now, we were all in a circle resting. We haven't found any food, I tried to search for anything, bugs even! All I found was air. Grace and Judith were hungry so I was breast feeding them. Yes I was breast feeding Judith. I know that she is a little over a month for breast feeding, but I will not let this baby die from hunger. Rick said that he was thankful for that and that he appreciated it. Abraham, has fell in love with Grace. He is always holding her, talking to her and changing her. I haven't changed that baby's diaper in a week cause he's been doing that. I'm not surprised if her first words are dada to him. 

"You guys need some sleep" I told them before pulling my shirt up and handing Judith to Carl.

"Let me hold her" Rosita held her hands out for Grace. I handed her them before I heard a bark. I turned my head and saw a pack of dogs. Oh hell no. I picked up Lucifer and was about to hit them before Sasha shot them. 

"Well. Who wants dinner?" I asked and picked up the lightest dog.

"Why do all of you look so sad? Its just some damn dogs" I said as I ate my meat. (A/N I would never eat a dog unless it was the apocalypse.) Everyone glanced at me but didn't say anything. They just kept that sad look on their face.

Do you know what was coming out of the sky? Rain! And do you know where we were at? In a barn! It smelt like horse shit but, it was a place to stay for a while. It was a great place for the night, I was freezing my balls off right now, but it was worth it. Carl was asleep with Judith in his arms, my arm wrapped around his waist, and Grace in my arms. I was slowly falling asleep finally. I felt safe almost. 

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