Shane's Sister (Daryl Dixon and Negan)

Its Arl 'cause he can't C

Its been 5 months since we came here to Alexandria. I love it here so much! Grace has grown up so much, so has Judith. She's 2 now. Which means Grace is now 6 months old. She can now crawl, yesterday I found her 'walking' around the table. She was holding on to it walking. She now has some kind of baby anxiety too.... the other day Abraham held her again and then gave her to Daryl. She started crying. Abe had a talk with Daryl about how he should be a real father, which just pissed Daryl off. But do you know what sucks ass right now? A walker herd has came into Alexandria. I thought that the place was safe, we all did. But its over. I've locked Grace, Judith, and I in a house that has a bunk in the basement. We have supplies in there just in case something happen. Deanna died by the way. Just yesterday from what I've heard. I also have Olivia checking up on me a lot down here. I could care less about that fat bitch (A/N I'm not like this by the way. I don't care if you look like a chicken nugget, I wouldn't call you that) always coming around asking bout dumb shit. I was currently sitting on the small bed they had out here before it happen. 

"Ray, Carl's been shot!" Olivia shouted walking down the stairs. "I was ordered for you to go there now, then I could watch the babies, he's in the blue-" I cut her off by grabbing Lucifer and running out of the bunker. I couldn't believe my ears. Carl was shot.

"Move out of the fucking way!" I yelled and hit a walker in the head with Luci. I hit another one before running in the house. Carl was laying down on the stretcher thing and Denise was operating on him. "Explain to me what happen" I said in shock at the sight. He had a bullet in his eye!

"I don't know. Rick brought him in here and said bullet wound." She said shakily and continued to operate. I stumbled back a little bit and felt my eyes start to water.

"Is- is he going to live?" I stuttered. I was absolutely scared for him.

"I'm trying my hardest" She said quietly. I choked back a sob then gripped Lucifer in my hand. I walked out of the house and started to hit walkers with the bat. I guess I got the same idea from Rick because he was killing some too.

"If you dumb asses never go through here, none of this would happen!" I yelled and hit more of them. "Motherfucker!" I yelled and took my gun out shooting while I was hitting them. "Your one ugly bitch" I pointed the bat at the walker before hitting it. I saw the rest of the group in the corner of my eye and joined them. "Come at me bitch!" I yelled to the walker before hitting him with Lucifer. "I'm done with this sh-" I was cut off by the sound of a bomb and all I saw was fire. The river was on fire! I continued to hit the Walkers until it started to die down.

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I was sitting outside the room Carl was in with Grace and Judith in my arms. I was absolutely a mess right now, not as bad as Rick though. I was scared for him. Carl is like my son, I couldn't stand to see him like this. Carl has been through so much already. He's been shot in the chest when he was 12. He's had to lose his mother, had to lose so much. My heart aches for him, I wish that could of been me. I don't want him to feel like this. I don't want him to be in pain. If I could take all of the pain from him I would.

"He's up" Rick said breaking my train of thought. He took Judith from me then helped me up. I nodded to him and still held Grace in my arms. She was cooing to herself and grasping my hair when I walked in. Carl was sitting up slightly and had a bandage over his eye.

"Hey mom" He smiled brightly, almost as if he had his other eye and nothing happen to him. "Hey Grace" he reached out for her. I placed her in his hands then took a seat next to him.

"Hey baby" I smiled sadly and brushed the hair out of his face. 

"Hi. Have you been crying?" He asked and looked at my eyes. I knew they were red, from blood to too be honest with you. I have so much blood on me right now.....

"Yeah. I've been worried about you" I admitted and slung my arm over his shoulder. "Your my son, I was very worried about you"

"Thanks?" He chuckled then laid his head on me. "I love you mom" My heart crushed slightly. He's never told me he loves me like that. Yeah he's told me he's loved me, but its always been when we're joking around. 

"I love you to Carl" I kissed his head and laid mine on top of his. "I'll keep you safe from now on, I promise"

"yeah, you're Officer Spidey" He chuckled and let Grace nuzzle her head on his chest. "And this is.... Bear? I don't know, with that one onesie you put on her, she looks like one"

"True" I said before falling asleep slowly.

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SHORT! I KNOW ITS FUN SIZED! DON'T BLAME ME I GOT DETENTIONS FOR 2 DAYS. I CUSSED OUT A TEACHER AND TOLD HER THAT I WAS SICK OF HER SHIT AND HOPPED SHE DIED. SHE THEN TOLD ME TO SEE HER WHEN SHE DIES AND TO LEAVE HER ROOM. I TOLD HER I WOULDN'T SEE HER 'CAUSE IMA GO TO HELL

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