the Good, Bad & Inbetween - A Ronnie Radke reader

Chapter 6: New Home, New Heart

I was sitting on Ronnie's couch, crying telling him all about how my mom is selling the house and kicking me out. "That's crazy man. And she's leaving you here all alone to move up to Colorado with some rich dude?" Ronnie asks me. "Yep" I reply back sniffling. "I don't know what I'm gonna do!" I cry out. "Sorry Jay, but I never really did like your mom." Ronnie replied. "She's just been through a lot with my dad, and all of that. I just don't know where she expects me to stay!" I say looking down at the pillow in my lap. Ronnie grabs my hands, following his words "Well you could always stay here. You can have my room, I'll move my stuff to the basement, and I'll sleep in the basement on a futon, or in Marlo's room, he's never home anyways." Marlo was Ronnie's roommate, and was always staying with his girlfriend, or falling asleep at the bar. I stopped to think for a minute. Surely I don't have a place to live, but I also don't want to put Ronnie out of his way. I finally came up with words to say. "Well I don't want to invade your privacy, but i guess if your ok with it I'll stay here, just until I can get my own place" I tell him shyly. "That's fucking great. Let's go get some stuff from your house, and we can call the band, and the roadies to help move whatever you want to keep here." He exclaimed. Ronnie grabbed his phone and called to see if they'd be available to do the job tomorrow as we walked to my house to grab some more clothes for me to wear. When we got up to my room I told him to pack me a bag of what was in my dresser, while I grabbed all of my toiletry items. Tampons, deodorant, hair ties and a brush, my razor, my toothbrush, my makeup and my birth control pills. I walk out to find Ronnie pulling clothes out of my dresser, and putting them in a bag for me. He pulled out a pair of my full lace thongs and looked at me. "Well how come I've never seen you in these? I bet you'd look hot as fuck in them! Nah I'm just teasing you Jay." He said putting them on his head. I laughed saying "Hurry up you perv, I wanna go put all of this at your place so we can be done for the day." He finished putting some more clothes in the bag and we drove my car over and parked it in his driveway. After putting my clothes in his dresser, we found ourselves laying on the couch ready to pass out an hour later. I was side ways in a ball on the couch under a blanket and Ronnie was next to me. I could slowly hear the sound from the TV drift away, as I did. I was almost completely asleep when I felt a whoosh of air and I found myself in Ronnie's arms. Half asleep now, I could feel him carrying me to the bedroom. He laid me down on the bed and covered me up. When he got up to leave I rolled over and said "Ronnie please come lay down with me. I'm cold." He paused for a moment and then turned around. Through my blurry, half asleep vision I could see him climb in bed with me. I rolled over in his arms and vastly fell asleep in his warm abundance of embrace. I woke up the next morning to an empty bed. I got up and opened the bedroom door to see Ronnie asleep on the couch. "Did that really happen?" I ask myself as I close the door. "Did i really ask him to lay down with me?" I sat there puzzled until I decided to take shower.