A Love Like Yours

A Special Feeling [YoonJin/SIN]

(Always in Yoongi's point of view)

Love was something that didn't spark my interest. Not even a little. It was pointless to say at the least. You meet someone, fall in love, date, kiss, get married, have kids and bla bla bla. It was idiotic. To waste most of your life with someone and both of you will eventually die. Of course, I was the only one to think that in our band.

Everyone else was interested in love, hoping to meet that "perfect" someone. Jin hyung, he changed everything he thought about love for me. I told him about my thoughts about that topic and he told his opinion, I was being such a jerk when I said he was being stupid for believing something like that. I saw the disappointment in his eyes. I can't forget that smile..when he changed his opinion...that sad smile..he told me I was right about love, I can tell he was lying, but to change his opinion about something that was so special to him..for me...it gave me..weird feelings...very weird feelings.

I sighed and turned around, facing my head towards the ceiling, staring at it as I simply couldn't sleep. I looked towards my roommate. Sleeping peacefully, he was an angel. Eugh..Min Yoongi. Why are you saying such things?! I glanced at the alarm clock and read out the time displayed softly "2:46am" I sighed again and pressed my face against the pillow, groaning loudly yet it was muffled. I regret the things I said to him. I feel horrible about it

~Flashback~
Jin hyung was watching our dance practice that was posted. He wanted to see what he can improve for himself. I hated seeing him like that, thinking that what he was doing was not enough. He was enough. I walked towards him and snatched away his phone. "Hey! Yoongi-chi give that back!" Yoongi-chi....how cute....I shook away that thought and looked at him. "Stop it" he looked at me, confused "stop? Stop what? Watching?" I nodded my head.

"You don't have to improve anything, it's good the way it is" Jin hyung shook his head and frowned "I was doing horrible though, as always..." that made me sad that he thought about that of himself so I tried talking about something else and said the first word that came to my mind.

"Let's just talk about love" I blinked twice, processing what I said and face palmed. 'What the fuck did I just start? And that sounded so fucking weird and awful!' Jin hyung smiled widely and nodded his head "You first" he told me. So I went first, told him everything I thought about love. It's stupid I said, It's useless I said, it's a waste of time I said. Every word I said, I could see the sadness in his eyes worsening so I stopped talking and motioned for him to go next. He told me what he thought.

It's a wonderful feeling he said, it was an unforgettable moment in life he said, he'd like to experience that too he said, it might be the best feeling he said, and I made him stop talking out of annoyance. "How stupid" Jin hyung looked at me. "A-ah..well" "Why would you think that? It isn't gotta do anything good for you, it's horrible,useless,terrible,unneeded and that's final. I get it if you love your family but why the hell love a stranger for fuck's sake?"

He smiled at me and I saw the disappointment in his eyes, the sadness way worse now. I caused what I was trying to avoid earlier. "Y-yeah..you're right...I-I was stupid to think that...Thanks for...making me realize...Yoongi-ah" and that's when I knew I fucked up, Yoongi-ah? I've always found it cute everytime he called me Yoongi-chi..the way he says it..it makes him sound so pure and innocent and he might actually be those things. He stood up and ruffles my hair "Really...I'm grateful for you making me realize the truth" and left our room.

I sat there, alone and disappointed in myself. "Wh-what did I do?"

~End of Flashback~

I sighed again, I'm such a terrible person. I shifted around and threw the covers off, I sat and stood up. Walking towards Jin hyung, I sat on his bed and caressed his hair "Hyung..forgive me...I..I didn't mean what I said...about love..." I bent down and planted a kiss on his head, as I straightened myself I thought about what I did. Don't worry Yoongi..that was out of guilt.. definitely..out of guilt...I tried to forget about it..but every "Yoongi-ah" made me remember.

I felt Jin hyung shift around and turn until he faced me and slowly peeked one of his eyes out the cover "Yoongi?" I looked at him with a sad look "Hey hyung" it was obvious in my voice as well. "What's wrong?" I pulled the covers down a little further so I can see his whole face. "I'm sorry" Jin hyung had a look confusion "Sorry for what?" I moved closer to him and said "for everything"

I let my heart take over me, something I rarely do and kissed him. I saw his eyes widen and I pulled away and saw him with the sweetest smile I have ever seen. "Yoongi-ah?" I frowned and shook my head "chi..." I said soflty. He smiled once more and repeated my name "Yoongi-chi" "I..hyung...about what you did..it made me have weird feelings for you..and um...now..you see..I let my heart take over..for once...and..well..I ended up...." I looked away and looked back at him "Kissing a pure angel like you..." 'Ah...I feel so stupid saying this! But..it also feels so right, I'm totally out of character here' His face reddened and he pushed his body up with his arms and moved his face closer to mine. "pure...angel?" He said with his always cute tone...I blushed and nodded. "Yoongi-chi..I thought you hated the idea of love" he said and giggled. I blushed again and kissed his forehead. I shook my head and what I said made him giggle again and smile widely at me.

"Hyung...I call it a special feeling"