Through the days of rain and sorrow.
I have yet to find out why.
Why am i like this!?
Why am i always angry!?
why do drugs help!?
Why was i born like this!?
Why do i try and live knowing it hurts?
Why is my mind blank.
Why do i feel unwanted.
Why cant i look people in the eyes when they claim to love me.
Why do i feel like my heart is still gone.
And why did all of this happen.
Sadly i might never know, but i wont stress.
Just let it go.
No time to stay and beg for answers.
When im the reason i feel like cancer.
"you need to suck it up, or tell someone to let it go."
Well fuck you id rather take my feelings to the grave.
Then let anyone know..
And please say im pushing you away.
Beacause at the end youll realize my eyes told everything you wanted me to say.
So at the end of the day.
Ill say im ok.
Then leave and cry alone because there is no other way.
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