Search & Seizure (Brendon Urie Fanfiction)

Not Again

Author's note: what I imagine the layout (with a different style though) of the tour bus to look like is posted above.

The next few days are actually kind of nice. Brendon checks in on you in an appropriate manner–not too often, and not too annoyingly. You feel closer than ever to him. You never realized how much you were distancing yourself from him by keeping your epilepsy a secret until the truth finally came out. It feels like now you know Brendon loves you for all that you are, no exceptions.

A week had gone by with no problems. You come up with a routine of napping during the day and it makes all the difference. You're starting to get tired again though, after a couple late nights in a row. The boys were getting ready for a meet and greet and you decided to hang back at the bus.

"Are you sure?" Brendon asks. You nod. "And you feel okay?" he inquires.

"Yeah, I feel fine, I'm just really tired," you say honestly. He smiles softly.

"You took your medication today, right?" He asks. You give him an annoyed smirk.

"Yes Mom," You roll your eyes jokingly. He chuckled.

"Okay baby, I love you." He kisses your forehead.

The boys all wave you goodbye and you curl up on the couch.

You wake suddenly. How long had you been asleep for? You feel your stomach roll over. Oh shit.

You sit up and no one's around. Your arm becomes numb.

"No, no, no, no, no," you whisper aloud to yourself, digging in between the couch cushions to find your phone. You try to unlock it but you end up awkwardly fumbling with it, your arm becoming harder to use. You finally get it and pull up Zack's number. Brendon doesn't keep his phone on him at meet and greets. You decide to lay down on the floor, so you can't fall off the couch. Your eyes are welling up with tears.

It rings twice and then your hear Zack's voice.

"Hey Y/n, is everything okay?"

You don't know what to say and you let out a shaky breath onto the receiver, whimpering a bit. Zack's tone immediately changes, speaking to you like a child and you can hear him start to move.

"Y/n," he calls to you calmly "Can you talk to me honey?"

"I dun't feel good," Your high pitched voice slurs, regressing into a five year old.

"Okay Y/n," Zack soothes as you can hear him walking briskly, "Are you on the bus?"

"I thinks oh," you reply, becoming confused. Everything around you seemed strange. "Bren'on?" you say into the phone as your fear mounts.

"It's Zack, Y/n," he responds. You hear Zack hurriedly getting Brendon, We gotta go, it's Y/n.

"Bren?" you ask, already forgetting who you were on the phone with.

"It's Zack, honey," He reminds you, "Here's Brendon, okay?"

"Y/n?" You hear Brendon's sweet voice.

"Bren, I dun't feel glood," You repeat, slurring and starting to cry.

"I know baby, I'm coming, okay?" He replies calmly with his voice bouncing. You can tell he is running.

"Scared," you squeak.

"I know Y/n, just keep talking to me," He directed, "I'm right here."

The concept of his voice coming through the phone was suddenly confusing. He wasn't there with you... But you could hear him talking to you... How? You don't understand.