3.1: Lies

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"What?" I ask, as I look at the nurse nervously.
"Um, how old are you again?" She asks, as she completely ignores my question.
"I'm sixteen."
"Well, Ms. Winters, congratulations." The nurse says, as she gives me a kind but week smile. "You are definitely expecting."
My mouth falls agape, and I look at Ethan.
"I'm pregnant." I mutter, as I pull my hand out of Ethan's grasp.
I cover my face with my hands, and cry. I'm so bipolar today. One minute I'm happy, and the next I'm crying. 
My sobs fill the room, and I can tell Ethan is just as shocked at the news as I am. He didn't want me to be pregnant either. Even if he did say that it would be okay, I know its not.
Ethan doesn't touch me or try to comfort me. He's just sitting next to me in silence.
"I'm going to clean of your stomach, and then I'll go get your ultrasound pictures." Nurse Lorenzo says.
All I can do is nod my head. I feel a cold wipe run across my stomach, as she cleans the gel off, and the next thing I know she's gone off to get the pictures.
"I'm sorry." I choke out through sobs.
"It's fine." Ethan says, as I look at him.
His jaw is clenched.
I sit up on the bed. "Stop lying! I'm tired of it. You know its not fine, so stop saying it is!" I screamed, as my tears blurred my vision.
Just as Ethan was going to say something, there was a knock at the door, and the nurse walked in.
"Here are the ultrasound pictures, and here is a pamphlet of numbers you can call to get any information on what you need to do throughout this pregnancy." The nurse says.
I take the things from her, and thank her, as I leave the room. Ethan close behind. He places his hand on my lower back, as we make our way into the elevator. I click the button to go up, and we stand their in silence, as the elevator slowly makes its way up. I turn to look at Ethan, but he isn't looking at me. He's staring directly in front of him. 
The elevator doors open, and we walk out. Ethan drops his hand from my back, as we leave the hospital. We get to my car, but I don't unlock it.
"Ethan, talk to me please." I beg, as I look at him. I hold his hands in mine. 
He looks around us, before he looks at me.
"I don't know what to say." He says, his face emotionless.
"What?" I ask, starting to cry again, but this time I'm angry too.
"I said I don't know what to say." Ethan says angrily.
"What do you mean? You're acting so weird! You were literally excited about it an hour or two ago, and now your like this." 
"I was like that, because I was just as sure as you that you weren't pregnant."
"Bull shit. You were the one begging me to come here! You said you wanted to be one hundred percent sure there wasn't no little Ethan junior inside of me." I say angrily, as I let go of his hands.
"But I didn't think you would be pregnant." Ethan spat. "This might ruin my career."
I look at him dumbfounded. "You're worrying about your fucking career right now? When we should be worrying about this baby? Our baby!" I say, as my sadness turns to pure anger.
"Yes, my career! My career is very important to me. Its more important then." And he stops.
Was he about to say what I think he was going to say?
"More important then what? Me?" I say, as angry tears start to run down my face. "I knew this relationship was to good to be true. I was blinded."
"Sk-."
"No, don't you dare say another word. I thought I was important too you. You made me feel important, but now I know it was a game. It was fake." I cry. "You know what, we're done. Take your stupid promise ring back." I cry, as I slip the ring off my finger, and throw it at him.
I stand their for a second in hopes that he would say something. Ask for me back. Apologize. Anything. But he didn't. He just picked up the ring from the ground, and looked at me, a single tear slipped down his cheek.
This relationship really was nothing to him. Oh my god. And I'm carrying around his baby.
I pulled my car keys out of my pocket, and only unlocked the driver's side door. 
"Your stuff will be waiting outside of my house when you get there." I say through tears.
My lip was trembling uncontrollably. 
"And Ethan, I thought you were a great guy, but you really did build yourself up. I hope your happy with yourself." I say crying, and then I get into my car, and slam the door closed.
I wipe away my tears, so I can see. I put the keys into the ignition, and pull out of the parking space. I look at Ethan one last time, before I drive back home.

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I rushed out of my car, and ran into my house sobbing. As soon as I made it inside I dropped to the ground in tears, and I just let myself go then and there.
"Sky, what's wrong?" My mom asks, as she kneels beside me, and rubs my back.
"Et-Ethan. He doesn't love me." I cry into my hands, my whole body trembling.
"What?" My mom asks surprised. I can tell she's taken back from what I just said. "But didn't he give you that promise ring and stuff?" 
"Yeah, but everything was fake, so I broke it off." I choke out, still not able to calm my crying self.
"Okay, well, let's get you upstairs." She says, as she helps me up off of the ground.
My mom helps me up the stairs, and lays me on my bed. "Do you want to be alone?"
I nod my head, and bury myself in my blankets, and cry until tears aren't coming out anymore. Before I know it, sleep has taken over my body.

"Damn it." I hear someone say, as they throw something on the ground.
I slowly open my eyes, and see Ethan in my room. He's throwing all of his stuff in a suitcase. He looks up at the ground, and see's me awake.
"Sky, I'm re-."
I cut him off.
"Just get out! I don't want to see you ever again!" I scream, as I face my back towards him, and bury my face in my pillow.
"Listen to me, Sky." Ethan says, as he comes to the other side of the bed, so I'm forced to look at him.
"No, Ethan. You listen to me. You're the one who chose their career over their girlfriend and still to be born child. You didn't even hesitate! So don't give me that, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry, bull shit! You shouldn't have said in the first place." I say, as I sit up on my bed. "I loved you, Ethan, and I still do, but after what you just said to me a few hours ago, I don't know if we can be together right now." 
"Babe." Ethan says, as he caresses my cheek.
"No, stop." I say, as I push his hand away. "Just get your stuff, and leave." I say, as I look away from him.

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A/N 

I don't think any of you guys were expecting that. Haha. Well what will Sky do now that her and Ethan are taking a short brake? Or a forever break? And what will she do with her still unborn child? You will just have to wait and see! So, don't forget to vote, comment, and Enjoy!

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