Does He Really Love Me? [E.D]

The Note

Dear Ethan Grant Dolan,

       I honestly don't know how to start this off, because I'm about to do the most selfish thing of my life, but let me just say that I love you, a lot, and not because you're famous or because you have money. I love you for you. I love your personality, because you're sweet, caring, selfless. You have all the characteristics a girl looks for in a guy, so I know it won't be too hard for you to find 'The One.' Besides, look at me and then look at you. People are thinking that they must not see something that you're seeing in me. Ethan, I don't want you to think about me too much when I'm gone. I want you to go out and love another person who won't leave you, like I'm doing. I want you to find that girl, and I want you to take care of her forever, because she will give you things I could never give you. I want to give you everything you want and need in a girl, but I just couldn't, and I'm sorry. I wanted to be with you forever.I really did, but it just didn't work out that way, because its my time to go. The loss of our first unborn child, being raped and assaulted, and then finding out im no longer fertile was the worst news of my life. I didn't think it was going to mess me up this bad and put me into a bad mindstate, but it did. I know we've been doing therapy, and I'm supposed to be taking meds, but its not helping. Every single day I cry and hurt, and I just can't do it any longer. I'm sorry. I know you're suffereing too, but you'll have a much better life with a girl that is a lot prettier then me and can give you children. I love you so much, Ethan. I really do, and this hurts me to leave, but its the best option for me, because I can't live any longer knowng that I won't be able to have kids anymore, and our first child is dead. I'm sorry for leaving so unexpectedly like this. I know you thought I was getting better, but just know that I love you, and I will never stop loving you. I just want you to have the best life you can possibly have, but I know I can't give you that, and I'm sorry, again. Tell Grayson, I love him too, and too take care of Julia's heart. Goodbye, Ethan.

                                                                                   
                            ~Sky