Chapter 8

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I woke up in a daze. Everyone else but Shawn and Cam were asleep. Jacob and Mahogany looked pretty comfortable snuggled up together, if you know what I mean.

I fell asleep on Shawn's lap, i remember. We were talking about the tour. I remember how hard it was for me to hold back the tears. I'm still not fully okay with the whole situation to be honest. but I'm trying..

I acted like i was asleep so they would just keep talking and have one-on-one time. I didn't want to ruin their conversation or whatever. So I tried going back to sleep.

That was until I heard my name atleast.

It was Cam who said my name. I listened to the conversation from then on.

Cam quietly said, " Man, you know how long I've liked her. You're one of my bestfriends. How could you do that to me.. You know how long I've liked her for. You lie to her about the tour & you still get her. That's not fair man. it's just not."

I was shocked. Sure, me and Cameron talked all the time & we flirted occasionally, I'll admit it. But I never in a million years would think he liked me.

"How could you act so selfish cam? You've only know her for two years. I've known her for ten times longer. You can't get everything you want." Shawn seemed stressed to the max.

"Shawn... do you honestly not give a fuck about my feelings at all? Orrr?"

"Cam, you know it's not like that. I wouldn't never intentionally hurt you. You know that." Shawn sounded hurt by cams words.

I pretended to "wake up" so it seemed like i didnt hear anything. They immediately got all perky. I could tell they didnt want me to have to get involved in their drama.

Little did they know how much I actually knew..

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