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I was downstairs and watching the movie but I couldn't stop staring at him... Those blue ocean like eyes just catch me off guard and his perfect brown and blonde hair compliments his glistening white smile. I just can't keep my eyes off of him... I'm not confused, I'm not attracted to girls, but I am attracted to boys. Or a boy to be more precise...

The movie was finished and Simon and JJ were heading off to bed, me and Vikk said we'd clean up.

"Right! Don't forget tomorrow we're all spending time together!" Simon reminded as he was by the door of the living room. I just caught myself in a gaze with him. He stared at me until it was interrupted~~

"Get a fucking room!" JJ laughed and we all join in. I have a sarcastic laugh and Simon gave a nervous one.

"We won't forget, what time will they be here?" I asked. He shrugged.

"About 12-1 I reckon. That's what Tobs said and He's meeting Harry and the others so..." Simon answered. I tried not to look into his eyes because I know I'd find myself swimming in those pools.

"Alright... well I'm going to bed because I'm knackered!" JJ laughed as did Simon.

"Yeah me too, night both!" Simon exclaimed as he smiled and left.

"Night man!" Vikk squealed from behind me.

"Night!" JJ added.

"Night..." I whispered as I stared at the door.

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A few hours passed and me and Vik cleaned everything. It was about 2:23am and we were just talking about life. Then I thought...

"Vik, can I talk to you about something?"

He chuckled. "Josh, man, you can me anything! What's on your mind?" He asked.

I returned a heavy sigh. "I've felt weird for the past few session... actually, weeks..."

"What are you trying to impose?" He furrowed his eyebrows at his own question.

"I—— I— I think I like Simon..." I mumbled.

He grinned. "I knew it!" My confusion and anxiety took over.

"Do you hate me? Like was it obvious? What will the guys say? Am I rea-"

"Josh!" He sat up as tapped my shoulder. "I would never judge you for being gay. Not only because you're my best friend, but because I am too. Don't worry if you don't want to tell the guys yet, you're secrets safe with me..." he warmly smiled.

"I didn't know you were... sorry for assuming the worst..." I was clearly nervous, which I NEVER am.

"Nobody will judge you for it. Well, nobody in our friendship group anyway... I promise." We smiled towards each other, both standing up in sync. We chuckled. I started to walk out then I turned around...

"Thank you... I mean..." I stayed seriously and smiled warmly. "Anything for a good friend..." he smiled back.

"Good night..." I smiled and giggled. He waved a turned away.

I walked upstairs with a smile on my bed. Maybe I'll tell everyone the day after tomorrow when we're all over our hang overs. They'll hopefully be here for a FEW days, not just two. I propped myself into my bed just staring at the ceiling. I took off most of my clothes still I was left in my boxers and SDMN t-shirt. I snuggled into my pillow and felt like I had a weight lifted off my shoulders.

I smiled at the thought of Vikk accepting me. And the others, maybe even Simon. I absolutely love him with all my heart, maybe I'll tell him over time. I knew he was the one.