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Uncontrollable - KSI ft. Big Zuu

JJ's new song is F I R E 🔥

To be honest his auto tune at the beginning makes it fucking lit! Can't stop listening to it, absolutely amazing!

Anyway, thanks for so many reads! Didn't think it would happen if I'm honest!

Also started writing this two days ago now JJ HAS WON THE FIGHT! I'm still so gassed about it and it's 12am. Today's (kinda yesterday now) been great for me. Wales beat Scotland 34-7 in rugby, Man Utd beat Huddersfield 2-0 and Jide gets Joe within 3 rounds! So hyped!

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"Another day! Another day!" I heard Lux say, well now I know he's recording and I can't do shit with Simon. How nice of him, thanks a bunch Cal.

"Josh!" Simon whisper yelled from across the room. I gave a questioning look. He waved his hand towards him, directing me to follow him. I rolled my eyes and tutted, just following behind like a lost puppy.

He dragged me into the kitchen, all the boys where there—-even the two Cals. They all just smirked towards me, all vlogging this moment.

"If this is some sort of prank, you can all go fuck yourselves..." I said and they all just chuckled, and Callux shakes his head.

"Josh, with everything that's happened recently we all need a break...-" Jide exclaimed, not finishing his sentence as he seemed too gassed for it.

"We're all going to Vegas!" Vik screamed. Everyone cheered and whistled. I jumped for joy, happily laughing. We all group hugged, then decided to celebrate a celebration. Makes so much sense!

Oh well, we're all gonna be hung over tomorrow.

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We ended up inviting a few more friends, then they invited friends-who then invited more people-who invited more people- and our house was full. The house was packed with music blasting, most of it hosted by Jide. He invited WAY more people than ee did, half to whole of the house knows him.

I saw Harry hitting it off with this really cute boy, I quickly hit Simons shoulder. He turned around to face me.

"Look at Harry!" I should out, I was pretty tipsy but I wasn't drunk. Not yet anyway.

"He's totally flirting with him!" He shouted back, smirking.

"Which one?!" I asked in a loud tone over the music, it was a deafening loud here.

"Both to be fair!" We both laughed, Harry saw us and winked. Him and the boy moved closer to each other's faces, the boy pounced onto him kissing him passionately. Simon kept staring at Harry, but I had a gut feeling about something. My mind trailed my eyes up to the top of our stairs and on the third floor I saw Ethan. He was leaning on the railing just staring at Harry, crying.

"Stay here a sec baby, I'll be back in a bit!" I shouted to Simon and kissed his cheek, I turned around but he grabbed my hand. He swiftly pulled me back and grabbed my waist. He passionately kissed me, I smiled into the kiss.

"Don't me too long, princess..." he whispered seductively into my ear. I looked into his eyes and saw love and lust, he is very confusing. I smiled, laughing.

"I definitely won't..." I purred, he smiled. I smirked. He let go of my waist, I quickly ran up our stairs.

Sooner or later I made it to the top floor, Ethan was just swirling his whisky around in his glass. His eyes were bloodshot red and his face was a pesky shade of pink.

"Behz..?" I said. He acted as if I wasn't here, he just sniffed.

"Do you know how long I've liked him for..." he mumbled, I felt my heart break in two.

"Wanna go into my room or somewhere quieter?" I asked. He placed down his glass on an oak table near him, he nodded as we trailed off into my room. He sat in my gaming chair and I sat on my bed. There was an awkward silence.

"How long?" I asked. He twiddled his thumbs, looking down. He looked up.

"Do you really want an honest answer?" He asked, wiping away some of his tears. I felt sorry for him. I nodded, unsure if my answer.

"High school, Josh." My emotions and expressions dropped.

"About ten years of hiding my feelings from you guys, him—-Myself! All of that thrown away! I don't like him, I fucking love him and it's crushing me!" A tear escaped each eye, one after another. I started to tear up, I pulled Ethan into a hug. After a while he hugged back, we both stood up. He cried into my shoulder as I patted his back and drew circles.

He pulled away after about a minute, he wiped his eyes and smiled. "Thanks, for letting me—-get that out. But I'm gonna try to stay happy for him..."

"It's the best you can do man, you'll be fine after a while. Nobody will be able to replace him, but you can be with someone to distract you..." I smiled, he nodded. He smiled then frowned after.

"Guess I'll have to live with this heart break forever won't I?" He asked, I nodded slightly.

"You won't be going through this alone, I'm here for you. If ever you need me, just give me a call. Okay?" I smiled, re-assuring him. He nodded and smiled weakly.

"Thank you, I appreciate it." He sniffled, smiling wide. I smiled warmly back.

"You're family, Behz."