This is a typical romance story.
Of a typical boy named Josh,
Who's typically in love
with a typical boy, Simon.
With a typical friendship...
But « Unique » feelings.
In their typical friendship group of seven, who will josh tell first? Will he even...
Behz wanted to go to bed and forget about the party, I said he could stay in my room as I was probably staying with Simon. I went to the third floor, going into the attic for some time alone. I heard muffling noises, I slowly peaked through a small gap through the door.
My heart dropped.
Simon was pinned against the wall and Freezy was kissing him passionately.
I couldn't bare to keep watching, I just slowly and quietly walked away. I only saw a split second of it, my eyes stung as ears flooded out like rivers. I walked downstairs to the second floor, then down to the first. I saw Tobi, looking him dead in the eye as I let tears roll.
I ignored everyone, the music was blaring and nobody would notice. I grabbed a bottle of Smirnoff Vodka, taking in outside the front door with me. I sat down on the door step, taking a big gulp of a liquid that burned my throat. I took another gulp, then another. I wasn't going to let myself do this over someone that's lied about their emotions to me.
I placed the bottle down, cupping my face in my hands. I looked up to the full moon above me, I think I made a mistake. Maybe I shouldn't have told Simon how I felt. Maybe he loves Freezy and only wanted me as a distraction.
I opened my phone, looking on my photos. I saw a picture he took of us earlier when we were cuddling.
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I felt myself start to tear up, he wasn't the one for me.
The music was starting to soften down when mine and Simons favourite song came on. People started singing along through the doors, I started to cry.
"I found a girl- Beautiful and sweet..." you could hear them singing cheerfully like it was a music festival in there.
"I will not give you up this time.." I whispered through a cracked voice. I zoned out to the moon above me giving my a lot of light source, why me?
Why did this happen to me?
"Josh... baby what's wrong?" I heard a boy say behind me, I turned around and gave Simon a disgusting look.
"Baby?" I mocked him, I scoffed as he gave me a annoyed look.
"What's your fucking issue?" He angrily stated out of no where, does he think I'm dumb?
"My issue? I don't have a fucking issue, Simon Minter. I'm sure Freezy is missing you, go back to him..." I said through a cracked voice as I stood up. He had tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Josh! It wasn't like that!" He said, shouting the last part. I walked down the steps of our house, Simon followed me. The music stopped playing and people started to look out of the windows and started the form a big crowd at the door.
"You know what YOUR issue is, Simon? Is that you lie! You always fucking lie! You can't tell the truth to anyone without snaking them behind their back! Go fuck your boyfriend, sure he misses you!" I screamed. Everyone at the party was staring now. The boys walked towards me and Simon.
"It wasn't like that Josh! Let me explain myself to you!" He screamed back. I saw Freezy behind Jide, he was smirking and that just made my blood boil.
"Fuck you, Simon! You really know how to hurt people don't you!" I screamed back.
"What's gone on?" Tobi asked.
"Stop accusing me of shit that wasn't my fault! No wonder you father fucking left you- Josh" Simon, you just said something you shouldn't have.
I started to tear up, the boys and some of our mates gasped and I just felt my vision get blurry.
"Either you move out, or I do..." I mumbled, not making eye contact.
"Josh, I didn't mean it. I'm sor-"
"Either you move away or I do! Your decision!" I screamed, staring down at the ground. He stayed silent, not saying a word.
"Fine, I'll be gone by the morning." I stayed, giving him eye contact. I pushed him out of the way as I barged into the house, quickly making my way to my room. I slammed the door, locked it and slid down in crying my heart out. Behz awoke in my bed, he fell asleep in his clothes. He gave me a concerned look, I heard tears from the other side of my door.
"Josh! Please let me explain myself!" Simon sadly shouted from the other side of my door.
Ethan stood up and offered me a hand, I accepted it as he pulled me up. He asked me what was wrong, I answered both people.
"Simon, you're a cheater. Go fuck Freezy, sure he wants you badly!" I screamed, he thudded in the door. Ethan gasped, looking really pissed off.
"Josh! Please! It wasn't like that!" He slurred whilst crying. I went over to my gaming chair, just sitting down ignoring him.
"Simon, fuck off! Leave Josh alone! He deserved someone better than you, you're nothing but a cheating scum!" Ethan screamed, I faintly smiled to myself knowing I have someone who cares for me.
"Ethan, let me speak to Jo-" whispers we're all that was heard.
"Fuck. Off." Ethan cut him off, thudding on the door. The crying got fainter and I barely heard a 'fine'. I cupped my face and cried into my hands, really screaming every tear.
