First Love | m.yg & p.jh

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yoongi sighed, "ani jihyo-ah." he faced the young girl, "the feelings are still the same since you left."

"i-i." jihyo stuttered, yoongi shooked his head. "jihyo, i'm not asking you to feel the same. i just want us to be friends again."

jihyo nodded, "it's not hard to ask for, i'm jihyo." she reintroduced herself. the pale boy laughed, "i'm yoongi."

"we look awkward." yoongi says, jihyo agreed. "you should play, i'll stay here."

"what about you?"

"i'll play when i like to." yoongi says, trying to be comfortable in the couch.

"i'll stay here, besides the kids are still playing there's no space for me." jihyo said, yoongi nodded.

they sat beside each other for almost 2 minutes when yoongi was frustrated because of the silence, so he broke it off.

"why don't we go to the nearest cafe?"

jihyo looked at him, "ofcourse, i'll just tell dahyun." yoongi nodded

"joon." namjoon froze with yoongi's voice, but jungkook teased his leader and forced him to face the daegu boy.

"h-hyung." yoongi shook his head, "i'll just go out." and he left his members, making namjoon and jungkook confused but realized when jihyo waved goodbye to dahyun.

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"this is your second coffee today." jihyo reminded when yoongi handed the iced latte.

"third." yoongi corrected her, making jihyo gasped.

"hey, give it back!" jihyo grabbed yoongi's cup

"you already had two coffees, making it three is not healthy." jihyo says,

"my body is used to it." yoongi says, jihyo shooked her head. "no!"

yoongi laughed and just grabbed his coffee, "let me, jihyo. i still have to write songs."

jihyo sighed, "okay."

"so." yoongi said, "how are you before debuting?"

"i'm close to having depression because i've been training for ten years, seeing my friends slowly achieving their dreams, i envy them." jihyo says, "but i took it as a sign that maybe the time i debut, i will be hundred percent prepared."

"and?"

"and i am." jihyo says proudly

"hmm, that's good." yoongi says, "i'm-"

"i still have imperfections." jihyo didn't let him finish, yoongi hushed himself because he knows that jihyo needs someone to listen.

"sometimes i doubt myself, why did the members chose me as their leader. why does other people sees my physique? i trained because of my vocal not my body." jihyo is trying her best to prevent herself from crying.

"jihyo-ah, no-one is perfect. your team believes that you are capable to lead them, that your ten years of experience has taught you alot in the industry that's why they look up to you. and please, don't ever listen to the people who judge you. look at you now, your fanbase is huge! does your fans says you should lose weight? they didn't, right? focus on yourself, on your team, and on your fans. because it's all that matters, okay?" yoongi says, handing jihyo a tissue.

"thank you, oppa. i've been hiding this since the day we debuted. i don't even know how will i face my members knowing that I, myself, is not okay." yoongi nodded, and smiled. "omo, you're smiling." which turned into frown and he rolled his eyes.

"ofcourse, do i look like non-human to you?" jihyo chuckles, "jihyo-ah. how will other people believe in you if you, yourself, is doubting? show them what you got and make them realize that they're wrong."

"yes, i will. seriously oppa, thank you." jihyo says.

the two has been talking about their experiences in the industry and also catching up with what has left.

they've been talking for hour and a half, and they decided to go back to the bowling alley so that they can all go home.

"I really had a nice time, jihyo." yoongi says

"I had a great time too, oppa. I'll be anticipating for the next cafe date?" jihyo says, leaving yoongi dumbfounded. while she's entering the alley with a huge smile.

dahyun sees her leader and went up to her, "we're just about to leave. oh- why are you smiling? it's creepy!" she says, "merong!" jihyo says.

"oh, you're just here. we're wondering why you're not with jihyo." namjoon says when they went out, making yoongi wakes up from his senses.

"i-i" yoongi hasn't been able to finish his sentence when jihyo waved goodbye to bangtan.

"oh." namjoon realized and just laughed.