Her Smile (Part2) [JK]

Author's Note: Where Have I Been?

Song: i dont know who i am anymore by lophee

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Hello to all that are reading this. I know that it's been awhile since I've updated, and honestly I've lost count on how long it's been. 

I'm late, but happy new years.

I've paused everything like this in my life, and I haven't been able to update due to... personal issues.

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fuck it i dont even care anymore.

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truth is, i lost my family and it's been hard on me. I dropped out of college, and moved in with my boyfriend and his family. recently life's been a bit tough, but im getting through it. my boyfriend is doing his best to make me laugh and smile; to make me happy. i live in a totally different city, and pretty far away from my old home. i kind of lost everything, 'tis the reason as to why i haven't been able to update until now. 

im trying to improve my life slowly and to become a better person, and i hope to update when i get everything together. Please understand, and i apologize for the excuses and just for starting all of these stories when it's been difficult to finish it. 

a note i want to add is that the story "open up" by me on my profile is true, and i will eventually add more chapters so that you all can get a closer look at my life and what i've been going through recently. though it doesnt show much right now, it will eventually.

i know this author's note is long and tedious, but i want to thank those who have stayed and read this. i have a few followers that were concerned, which touches me to know that there are others that care. it truly meant a lot to me, and im sorry for not answering your messages. i will right now do so actually, after i publish this of course.

i understand if people delete this story from their libraries and etc. If that is what you want to do, then be my guest. in all honesty, this story is no longer a priority of mine. i dont mean to be harsh, but im only speaking the truth. there's a lot going on around me, and i feel that as of now, i cannot continue this story unless i have everything put together. 

im sorry.

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thank you to those who cared. it truly strikes a chord in my now stringless heart. :)

take care, and have a wonderful year. i hope 2017 was a year to remember, and a year to never forget. 

because all memories, even bad,are still worth reminiscing.

Goodbye for now