Chapter:4

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While I was walking to class I heard someone call my name, I turned around to see Jin and Rose together. Soon Rose dragged him somewhere. I didn't want to overthink and misunderstand the situation so I ignored everything I just saw and walked away.

Classes ended and I walked towards Rose's class. I wanted to take her to an ice-cream date as the weather is extremely hot and I wanted to spend some time with her. Even though she's my girlfriend now, it doesn't feel like anything much has changed. All I ever do is watch her all day from a distance without talking or interacting with her at all. I trust her enough to know that she won't do anything to break my heart but still spending some quality time with her will really reassure me.

I saw everyone coming out from her class and was about to walk upto her when I saw Jin coming out of the classroom holding her hand. I just stood there as they walked passed me laughing. Rose barely looked towards me. I felt so used at that moment but that feeling soon died down when Rose looked back and smiled at me. I must really be a possessive boyfriend to overthink like this. I thought of postponing the plan to some other day and walked alone to my house.

I felt sad that I couldn't go out with her but it's okay we can go some other day. I don't want to be the boyfriend who stops his girlfriend from hanging out with her friends. That's just plain bullshit!

On my way to home, I spotted Rose with Jin laughing their ass out. I couldn't help but get jealous at that moment. We have never had such moments together when we talked or laughed with each other at all. I don't know whether I'm just imagining but I saw her look at me and immediately looked away. That can't be it. If she saw me she would've called me right?

Aish! Something is really wrong with me. Stop OVERTHINKING!

I walked home still thinking about Rose.

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