Diaries of a Badass (A Princeton Mindless Behavior Love Story) [FINISHED]

Chapter 5

                                                          Princeton's POV

"Awww...you like me don't you?" I asked her.

She was quiet for a moment, then she looked down trying to hide the blush that was forming on her cheeks. Finally she looked at me dead in my eyes.

"Look,  I don't even know you. Yet alone anything about you. The only form of like I have for you is just friendship. Besides you don't want a girl like me who honestly can't make up her own damn mind. I am starting to believe I have no sanity and I'm a magnet to recklessness. I smoke, sometimes I drink and often I like to piss people off. Shit, I can't even answer questions will never happen because I don't even fucking know." She answered.

"Just drop the bullshit. Whoever hurt you in your life is dumb as hell. You are a beautiful young lady that needs to be cherished, loved and cared for. I'm not asking you to be with me, I'm asking you to open up to me. Let me in your life because honestly you need me, and honestly I need you. I want to be the type of friend to be there for you. To help you through your troubles. A place you can just runaway to when you want to escape. I am here pouring my heart out to you, Janelle I want to be there for you." I told her.

                                                          Janelle's POV

SHIT. JUST. GOT. REAL.

Oh my fucking gosh! This boy is just too PERFECT. I never believed anyone would day that to me in the state of my mind, body and spirit I'm in. What could I say? I just couldn't turn him down like that. I'm just in total shock that this guy I've just met a day ago can read me like a book, wants to be my friend, and wants to be there for me. I could have cried right there on the spot.

"Jacob...I-I never had anyone in my entire life say that to me. What you said to me made me feel soo special. Like I matter to you. Jacob I don't know why you keep trying to get me to open up to you. I'm hard headed and stubborn with a bitchy attitude. Jacob, I'm honestly speechless. I don't even know what to think. All I have to say is yes I'll let you be there for me. But I have a hard time trusting people and that's what I'm afraid of. I'm scared that you might tell people everything but at the same time I know you won't. So Jacob, for the first time, I'm gonna trust you, I'm gonna believe you, I'm gonna be your friend. But please, please, please do not hurt me. I'm already going through enough." I replied back on the verge of tears.

Jacob smiled at me. "This is the beginning of a new friendship."

"Oh and Jacob I have to warn you."

"Warn me about what?"

"The things I do...might be a little...disturbing. I hope you don't mind bloodshed."

"What do you mean?"

"You'll see when it actually happens. If it happens I should say."

                                                       Princeton's POV

What the actual fuck? What did Janelle mean by bloodshed? I know people spread rumors about her killing people, now I'm wondering if it's true or not.  Regardless, I made a vow to stay by her side. Shit, I'm just glad that she broke that force field that she had around her. That means I'm one step closer for her to be mi amor. Then I could meet her parents and she meets mine, we can spend our lives together, let me stop fantasizing. Anyway I had my last 2 LONG classes that were finally over so I went straight to Janelle's locker to surprise her. Up ahead Janelle approached and smiled at me. SHE. FINALLY. SMILED. I can't believe this.

"Miss me badass?"

"Actually...I kinda did."

I was shocked. "What? I'm surprise you haven't gave me a smart remark. Is this the new Janelle I'm seeing or what? I need to know."

"Well, I'm trying to change but you know I'm gonna need you to help me. Oh and Jacob I have to run a little trip down to George street for something."

George street?  George street is the most hardcore street in LA. I'm just gonna have a strraight face and act like it's not gonna bother me or scare me.

"Ummm, yea we can go to um George street." I gulped.

"Alright then let's go." she said.

Janelle and i headed out to the door and walked our pathway until we encountered George street. I ain't gonna lie I was scared as hell, but I'm not letting her know that.

"You scared?" Janelle asked.

"Would I be a punk if I said yes?"

"No," she responded.

"Oh, then HELL YEAH I'm scared."

Janelle just laughed at me and tole me ever thing will be okay and to not say anything to nobody. Yea, like I'm gonna walk up to a random dude trying to start a conversation when I know he can kill me if i said the wrong thing. I looked over at Janelle, and I found her digging in her backpack for something.

"What are yougetting out your bag?" I asked.

She smiled as she pulled out a pistol. "My on the go buddy that I need for emergencies." She simply responded.

I didn't say anything at all. She had me scared like for real.

"Don't worry I'm not gonna shoot you, Unless you betray me in some kind of way of course." She told me.

"H-ha ha ha...y-you were kidding, right?"

"Nope!" She responded.

Oh God. I silently prayed for myself hoping I won't betray her in any shape or form. All I have to say is...SHE NEED JESUS, SPRINKLE HOLY WATER ON HER OR SOMETHING 'CUZ LORD KNOWS SHE NEEDS IT. Of course I wasn't gonna say that to her, she'll pop a bullet in my ass.

"Did you wanna stay here or come with?" Janelle asked.

"Come with you. You know I have to protect you.'

"Protect me with what? You don't have any weapons." She answered.

She has a point. "Maybe I'll stay back." I finally decided.

"yeah it'll be faster that way. Makes it easier to watch out for my ass and not both of ours." She concluded.

Comment and all that junk. Peace and Mindless love! -Jazzii ♥