Senpai! You're Mine [Killua x reader]

One-Sided Relationship (?)

(Y/n)'s P.O.V
*During breaktime*
It seems Killua had already forgotten about me. I don't even think that I'm his Girlfriend at this point. "I f*ckn hate that whore." Someone from behind whispered, voicing out my inner thoughts while the person's pinching my cheeks.

"Awnnwa"

She stopped and rested an arm on my head. "Senpai, I can't believe you're studying right now."

.....

"What do you expect? Our finals are coming soon and we've got tons of projects and stuffs to do." I closed the book and switched on my notebook. 'And... You can also say that... I'm drowning myself as a student with her school responsibilities in order to escape from my messed up love life. I shouldn't have entered a relationship. As I thought, it's too soon. .....Now I've got too much to handle.'

"Senpai!!" The second clingy kouhai slumps on my desk, in front of me. "I can't bear to watch it." She muttered like it's her own problem.

I sighed.

"Anna, Michi. I'm graduating soon. I have other priorities rather than Killua, if things don't really work out for us, then so be it."

'What am I saying? My mouth speaks like it has its own mind.' "Senpai! Are you really (Y/n)-senpai?!" Anna gave me another set of tormenting pinches on the cheeks. "You're not the one whom I talked with on that day. What happened to our girly talk back then?." She frowned while whining. I winced and starts to massage my throbbing cheeks. "People tend to get tired too you know. I might said all those inspiring, cheesy words back then but...." I don't know anymore. How much more of these could I handle? Things just kept on popping along with dilemmas.

I didn't expect this to hurt so much.

It's also very tiring.

"She's just tired but she'll come up with her own solution." Kurapika popped in. "More importantly, we have to get a lot more practical and serious. We're graduating soon." He patted Michi's head.

"True... But then... I still feel sorry for Senpai. The problem definitely came in a wrong timing... I bet the stuffs she's studying can't even get right into her mind... No one could concentrate like this." Michi stared at me, affected by my situation. Such a softy.

Well—

"Right." Anna— who's still behind me, starts to wrap her arms around my shoulders and begins on slightly patting my head. "Yosh, senpai~ Take a break. They say a 1 minute hug can brighten up a person so cheer up!"

They are so cute. This is somewhat recharging, it reminded me of the first warm and tender hug he gave me when I wasn't in the condition...

"She smiled~" Michi beamed up. "Go senpai! Fighting!" The two girls continues to pour their passionate support for me as the busy blond fellow slowly takes his leave.

"You girls have a high-level concern... It's adorable.." I sighed in relief, then smiled sweetly. "It's like we're sisters from this point.."

They scratched the back of their head in return, flattered.

"Hey, where's Gon?" I looked at the brunette. "He's with Killua....and the b*tch because I told him to guard Killua from her." She hissed.

'Seriously.' I sweat-dropped. "Thanks.." I stood up and gave them a quick hug. "Senpai, go and take some fresh air outside." The girls said together with toothy grins, then gave me a light push out of the room.

=.='

They kicked me out and it's not even the classroom where they belong.'

~

I begin to wander down the hallways and stopped at a vending machine to get a drink......... until I found 'him' and he's really with 'her' ...treating that woman like she's his beloved girlfriend as Gon followed their backs, serving as the third wheel and he obviously feels uncomfortable.

That girl might've said different and terrible things about Killua with her outmost rage but look at her grinning face right now. 'She's so fake. I would like to bury her alive.'

Dammit. It's my first time to really hate someone like this. But this is so unfair. My relationship with Killua turns out one-sided... It's an off and on situation because of his exs. When can I have a proper relationship with him, like we're just some kind of normal couple?

These eyes won't quit staring longingly at him because from that distant.. He seems just fine even without me. I inserted the coin and grabbed my canned coffee.

My view starts to water.

How long would this last?

This heavy feeling...

I gotta manage stress...

Before it starts leading to depression...

I'm a senpai...

A senpai....

These stuffs are nothing compared to national exams...