The Fosters Callie Finds Love

Chapter 8

CALLIE

After that kiss. I just stared at Sunny, I didn't know what to do with my emotions or my feelings. "Are you ok Callie," Sunny asked with her hands in my wet hair. "Yea, I am ok," I assured her. "It doesn't seem like it, what's on your mind?" Sunny asked me stroking my cheek. "I am just really confused, I really don't know what to do about all this, I think I liked that kiss too much, maybe I loved it." When I said that Sunny kissed me again. Just this time a little peck and then another little peck. I smiled into her lips when she did. "Come on, lets go sit down," she said grabbing my hand. She pulled me too the blanket we had set up and we just sat on it and stared out into space. "I really like you Callie, I am pretty sure you know that already, but I think you are a wonderful girl, you and I have such a fun time together, I would want nothing but to be with you and I promise I will treat you like the princess you are and... I felt the need to cut her off with my lips. I kissed her hard again and the kiss grew deeper and deeper. I laid back on the blanket and she laid kinda on top of me. I rubbed up and down her back while she rubbed my waist. The way her tongue felt against mines was enough to throw me over the edge. She let go of our kiss and looked at me and smiled. "You are so beautiful," she said rubbing the top of my head. I couldn't do nothing but smile back at her. The walk back to our houses we spent the entire time holding hands. We just walked in silence holding hands. When we reached in front of her house we stopped.
"So call or text me later," Sunny said holding my waist. "Yea, I will text you after dinner and when I retire to my room," I said to her with my arms wrapped around her neck. "Good, and don't forget," Sunny said kissing my lips again. She walked away and winked at me and I just stood there. I really did not know what to do. I just knew that I liked Sunny and I wanted to be with her as much as she wanted to be with me.

SUNNY

When I walked in the house I saw my mother sitting on the couch on her iPad with a wine in her hand. I didn't hear or see my brothers so I made the assumption that they was not home. "Hey mom," I said walking into the living room and sitting on the floor by the room." "Que tal tu día (how was your day)," she asked me taking a sip of her drink. "Umm, it was fun, Callie is good girl, me gusta su ( I like her). "Hmmmm, I know that look on your face, what happened between you too, dime la verdad (tell me the truth)," my mom said with that glare she gives me. "What look, I don't have no look," I said to my mom. "Sí, lo haces (yes, you do), so what happened with you too," my mom said still giving me the look
I wanted to tell my mom about Callie, and I how I felt about her and what happened with Callie and me on the beach. I knew that Callie wasn't gay and if she decided that she really couldn't be involved with other in a romantic kind of way, I didn't want to hear my mom's long speech. "No pasó nada mamá, puedo ir a la cama por favor (nothing happened mom, can I go to bed please)," I said to my mom. "Why are you going to bed so early it is only 6'oclock?" my mom asked giving me a weird look. "Well you know what I mean I am going to go hang in my room for the night, I will call you if I need anything," I said to heading for my room. When I got to my room I threw off my bathing suit and just laid on my bed naked. I knew I needed to shower and wash my hair, but my mind was too busy on Callie.

CALLIE

When I got home I immediately got in the shower and washed my hair. I had so much sand everywhere it took me a long time to rinse it all out. While I was in the shower my mind was Sunny this, Sunny that. I felt such a strong connection with Sunny and I knew she felt it too, I wanted to be with her but I was afraid I wasn't going to be able to give her all of me.
After dinner, I sat in my room and just stared into space. Mariana was sitting on her bed on her laptop with her headphones in. I got out of bed and went to my mom's door, I heard Lena giggling and I knew I needed to walk away before I heard something I did not need to hear. But I had to get this off my chest. So I knocked anyway. I heard Stef groan and them shuffling in there bed. "Come in," I heard Lena say.
I opened the door slowly, because I didn't know what I was walking in on. "Umm, am I interrupting something," I asked them awkwardly. "Yes, you where," Stef said with an annoyed look on her face.
"Stef," Lena said hitting her arm. "I can come back tomorrow," I said to them about to head out their room. "Yes, come back tomorrow it has been 2..." "STEF," Lena yelled at her hitting her again on her arm and rolling her eyes at her. "I can seriously come back tomorrow," I said to them. "No honey, ignore your mother," Lena said to me. "Is everything ok," Lena asked me with concern ok. "Ummm.. I.. ummm I.. I need some advice about something," I asked them. "Ok, what is it," Stef asks. I wanted to blurt out all my problems to them but I didn't know how to say this. I could see my mom's looking concerned. "Come sit up here Callie," Lena said patting the spot up against their bed. I just sat on the edge of there bed instead. "It's about Sunny," I told them to start off the conversation. "What about her," Stef asks. "I umm... well today at the beach Sunny and I had a really fun time and I like her, I mean really like her but not in a friend sorta way. "So you like her in a romantic kind of way," Stef asked me.
"Uhhuhh, and today at the beach we kissed a lot and I really liked those kisses too much," I told them.
"Are you feeling confused honey," Lena asked me.
"Yes, very confused, I don't like girls this but I like Sunny, and she likes me. Sunny is gay and I don't want to hurt her because of my confused feelings.
"Honey, it is ok to feel this way sexuality is not something you figure out overnight. But you do know that just because she is a girl it doesn't mean that you can't develop feelings for her, you can just be attracted to her for the person she is," Lena said looking to me with so much love in her eyes. "I know, she told me the same thing," "And she is right you know," Stef said. "Sunny seems like a nice girl but your mama and I can't tell you what to do with your relationships it is your decision," Stef said looking at me. Lena reached over and rubbed the top of my hand. "Just follow your heart love, and your mom and I will support you anything that you decide," Lena said to me and then she winked at me.
"Thanks moms, I said getting up from there bed.
"Is that all you need sweets because your mama and I will like to have a night alone," Stef said to me and I couldn't help but shyly laugh. "Stefanie," Lena said to her. "What, the girl is 16 she is old enough to know that we have sex," Stef said. "Mom, really," I said with disgust on my face. "I'm sorry Callie that your mom is acting this way," Lena said to me with embarrassment on her face. "It's ok I still love her," I walked over to her side of her bed and kissed my mom on the cheek. She just smiled at me. "Thanks for the kiss, now get out please, and if you need anything else wait until in the morning," Stef asked moving closer to Lena. "Yeah I am out," I said running towards the door and shutting it close. I just shook my head because I wasn't even out the door before I heard Lena laughing again. I walked back into my room and Mariana was laying down now off of her computer on her phone. She smiled when I walked back in. "Where did you go," Mariana asked me. "Oh, I just had to talk to moms about something," I said grabbing my phone and sending a text to Sunny. "Ohh ok, I am about to go to sleep. I am pretty tired," Mariana said yawning. "Well you might want to put your headphones back in, moms are having sex tonight," I said to Mariana who got a disgusted look on her face. I couldn't help but laugh at her face. I saw her reach for her headphones that she plugged into her phone. I looked back at my phone and I got a text back from Sunny. I smiled and taped Mariana on the shoulder since her music was blasting in her ears. "I am going to step outside for a minute," I told Mari and she just nodded at me. I plugged my ears and ran downstairs I opened the front door and sat on the porch and waited for Sunny to come out of her house. I saw Sunny walk outside with her bathrobe on and her hair tied up in a towel on her head. I couldn't help but laugh at her.
"This better be good, look at what I wearing. I am embarrassing my family name right now," she said to me. I stood up laughed at her. "I needed to talk to you and I need an excuse to get out the house, my moms are doing it and I don't want to hear it," I said to Sunny. "Oh shit, that is really gross," Sunny said laughing. "I know, but it is whatever," I said to her. We just stared at each other for a second and I grabbed both of her hands and held on to them.
"Lena told me to follow my heart and that is what I am going to do. I don't know about love yet Sunny but the feelings are strong that I have for you and I know that in about 2 days they will turn to pure love for you. I want you Sunny and I will love for you to be my girlfriend." I just stared at Sunny and I saw a tear roll down her right eye. "This was definitely worth me coming out the house looking like this," Sunny said laughing two more tears coming out of her eyes. "But I would love anything more than life to be your girlfriend Calz." I slammed my body into hers and kissed her so hard I felt like our lips where going to bruise. I held onto her body for dear life and kissed her like my life depended on it. Sharing this kiss with her I knew that I found the girl for me.