Left Alone

Urges

Gordon’s P.O.V

                REALLY, REALLY UNIVERSE WHY ME?

                I love Dawn and all, and maybe one day I want to be a dad but not now! Especially,  if it’s my DAD’S. That’s just disturbing. Even knowing that Austin raped her on my watch disturbs me. It’s hard for me to even look her in her lovely green eyes knowing what happened.

                I stared at the white tiled floor as we walked out of the hospital. The tile soon ran out and as we walked through the automatic doors it turned to black cement. There was an awkward silence , Karen and my mom walked ahead while Dawn and I walked a bit slower.

                “Gordon” Dawn whispered

                I looked up to see that she stopped. Dawn’s strawberry blonde hair was blowing the wind. Her eyes showed that she was sad and confused.

                “What” I calmly answered.

                “What if it’s Austin’s?”

                “What if it’s mine?” I smiled putting my arm around her waist.

                Getting into the car Karen started asking questions that nobody really wanted to answer.

Like:

                There’s a human inside of Dawn?

                             and

                “How did it get there?”

Dawn’s P.O.V

                When we finally arrived back at Gordon’s house Karen stopped asking questions that made all of us uncomfortable. Gordon unlocked the red door to the huge yellow house. We trudged up the stairs and Gordon opened his bedroom door signaling me to come in. When I turned away and went into the guest bedroom I looked back over to see his eye brow raised.  Before I could close the door he caught it swung it open walked in and shut it.

                “Gordon I don’t feel like talking”

                “Fine” He said still standing, back against the shut door.

                “Leave” I sighed

                He stepped towards me until we were about 3 inches away from each other.

                “That night” he started “I said I love you I meant it and I always will” He whispered in my ear

                At that moment I pressed my lips against his. I desperately needed his kiss. The last person to kiss me was his father and I needed the reminder of what it’s like to be kissed by someone you love. Gordon pulled away and lay on my bed and I laid next to him. We stared at the ceiling in silence until I finally   shut my eyes and fell asleep.

Gordon’s P.O.V

                I wanted her body badly but I wouldn’t dare touch her in the way I wanted to until we straighten out this whole mess. I was grateful that my body was satisfied with nothing more than a kiss. She fell asleep but I stayed awake all night keeping watch over Dawn. Resisting the urge to show her that I’m her boyfriend, and that I will be the only one who ever touches her. 

              Hoping that  this baby inside of her was mine and not Austin’s. That would make everything a whole lot easier.

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