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The evening passes by without any more...incidents. Although I did feel their stares on me. They were by no means creepy, more like suggestive.

It was getting late so we wrapped up our talk. Everyone that was still here was getting up and ready to go to bed.

I end up being one of the last to brush my teeth together with Hoseok and that's when I finally realise we never talked about where I was gonna sleep.

"Umm, Hobi?" I say with my mouth full of toothpaste.

"Hmm?" He answers, spitting out his toothpaste and washing his mouth with water from the tap.

"Where am I actually going to sleep?" I ask, slowly brushing my teeth again.

His expression changes into a slightly shocked one as he just realized it must've totally slipped his mind, although it was fairly obvious.

"Uh, Hobi? You there?"

"Ehehe well..." he rubs the back of his neck. "...I actually don't know. We don't have a guest bed."

"What? Why did you even invite me over then?"

"Well it wasn't my idea, but you could sleep in my bed." He smiles.
"We already slept in a bed together anyways." He chuckles.

"Well that didn't go too well now, did it?" I joke.

"But you're not mad, are you?" He says unsure.

"No, no."

"Good, so we'll sleep together?" He smiles at me again, completely oblivious to how that sounded until I started to choke on the toothpaste in my mouth.

He runs over to me and gently pats my back, laughing, and stops when I stop coughing.

"Haha, sorry." he smiles apologeticly.

"It's okay, just don't say something like that again, or I'll get the wrong idea."

"Well, I wouldn't have a problem with us sleeping together." He grins suggestively and scoots closer to me, making my face turn red.

"I'll be in my room then, waiting for you." He says. And with that he walks out the bathroom door.

"Wait! I don't know where your room is!" I yell after him.

I quickly spit out the toothpaste and rinse my mouth.

Sprinting out the door I spot him leaning against the wall right in front of me with a dumb smile on his face.

"Yah, you idiot!" I jokingly angry hit his arm. He pouts.

"Cute idiot" I say quietly, making him smile again.

"Let's go!" He says, grabbing my hand and leading me down the hallway to his room.

"Ta da!" He says, shaking his hands.

His room is surprisingly clean for his messy personality (Don't ask me what that means, idk it sounded good lmao ~Author)

It looks nice, but fitting with his personality.

"Oh wait, let me get my stuff." I say and run back to the living room to pick up my bag. I walk back to his room and upon entering I see Hoseok hidden under his covers, his head sticking out.

I can't with this man, he's too cute.

I walk over to the bed, dropping off my bag.

I take out my pajamas and walk back to the bathroom to change.

Back in Hoseok's room I see him sitting on the edge of his bed. He changed too. Now he's wearing a loose, half see through, white shirt and grey shorts.

I sit myself next to him and he puts away his phone he was just scrolling through.

After a while he scoots closer to me. It's so quiet you can feel the tension. It's not awkward, but I can hear my own heartbeat.

He puts his hand on my thigh, slowly moving his hand up and down.

His head tilted towards me, he stares into my eyes. His are filled with lust, making me feel it too.

His lips form a smile as he comes even closer, connecting our foreheads.

I feel a swarm of butterflies erupt in my stomach as he brushes his lips against mine, continuously touching them.

He leans back and I can see the pink tint on his cheeks. His eyes are sparkling.

I am blushing more than him though, but I want nothing else than him right now.

I near myself towards his face again and so does he, crashing his lips onto mine, this time completely.

His hands find their way to my waist, pulling me closer to him and deeper into the kiss.

My hands wrap around his neck as we continue making out.

After a while we break our kiss and losen our embrace. I am welcomed with a content and adorable, but hot at the same time, smile from his heart shaped lips.

My heart flutters at the sight of his beautiful face and the thought of what has just happened.

"I- I think I love you." He smiles.

"I...I think I do too...But..." I look down in shame.

"I know. The others love you too." he sighs.

"And I don't know if I can decide between you." I say looking at the floor.

"Have they kissed you too?" He asks.

I nod.

"Have they done anything else to you?" He continues.

"N-no not really." I look back up, meeting his eyes. His smile faded, but it's still there.

"I think I love them too. Ugh, I don't know, this is so hard."

"Hey, you have time to decide." He says.

"I love you, but I can't force you to love me back." He says, clearly sounding sad, but trying hard to not sound like it.

"No! It's not like that! I love you too!" I quickly answer. I see his eyes spark again and his smile returning.

His smile turns into a grin and he licks his lips.

I think of anything to say, but he stands up and yanks me up by my wrist without hurting me.

He quickly drags me towards the wall, pushing me against them and tightly locking me in between his arms.

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Haha sorry, but I'll stop here right now. As you could probably guess, there will be a smut warning for the next chapter, that I will publish right after this one ;)

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