Idols (BTSxReader || smut)

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"Good." He grins and pushes in.

I gasp, trying to adjust to the feeling of him inside me.

After a while he starts moving slowly and leans forward, close to my ear.

"Fuck, you're so tight." He says right into my ear, leaving a tingling feeling.

He keeps going slow, while his hands make their way to my breasts, caressing them.

After a while he moves one of them up to my throat, wrapping around it and stealing part of my air supply.

I say nothing about it and keep breathing heavily.

Oddly, the feeling of him choking me makes me feel him inside me even more and the sensation becomes stronger and more pleasurable than before.

Namjoon picks up the pace and our breaths are getting more and more heavy.

I finally let out a loud moan, because I just couldn't hold it in anymore.

"Shh, you don't want the others to hear us, do you baby girl?" He says, while pulling out of me.

He then flips me around so that I'm on my arms and legs, my ass sticking out towards him.

He quickly fills me up again and my breath hitches. His hand moves over the back of my neck over the side of my face onto my mouth in an effort to contain the sounds I was making.

He keeps thrusting into me from behind and my moans get more frequent, yet stay muffled through his hand.

"Fuck, I'm close, baby girl." He groans as his thrusts get slower ever so slightly.

I couldn't hold it anymore and since I couldn't let him know, I came while he continued thrusting into me.

He pulls out shortly after and releases onto my back, while my juices were dripping down my thighs.

"Mhh, you're making a mess baby girl." He says, his finger catching a drop that was going down my leg.

"Well, I did as well." He chuckles and licks off his finger.

I feel his wet tongue lick up my juices up to my core, making me whine involuntarily.

"Okay, let's go take a quick shower." He says and I finally get up.

"But isn't it a bit late?" I finally speak, my voice still a bit shaky from the overstimulation I was feeling just a few minutes ago.

"Nah, I bet you most of the boys are still awake." He adds.

I nod and he pulls me to his bath room by my wrist.

We both get under the shower after the water was warm enough.

Feeling the water hit my back and flow down my heated body felt refreshing, so I let out a quiet sigh.

Namjoon was standing in front of me, admiring me and letting me enjoy the water.

"You know, you're amazing, y/n." He smiles and I let out an embarrassed chuckle.

"Thank you for letting me do this. You know, I love you." He adds and I look up at him.

I smile. "I love you too." I respond.

I swear I could see his eyes twinkle at that.

I finally get out of the stream and he could wash himself as well.

We went to bed afterwards and he embraced me. It feels nice being hold like that. It makes me feel less lonely. I used to be lonely before. It makes me feel less empty. It should. But I keep having this feeling in the back of my head. And in my stomach. It's been there from the beginning and keeps slowly growing. I don't know what it means though.

"Good night, baby girl." Namjoon cooes into my ear.

"Good night." I answer and finally close my eyes, shutting the thoughts out.

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I have holidays now, bless.
Expect more updates than uhh
once a month. Yeah, I'm really sorry about that haha.
~Hobi

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