Letter Five

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10th May 2017

Zekial,

Promises.
Very studious to keep, yet effortless to break.

You always, always preferred the easiest way in life. 

Whether it was staying with me or leaving.

Promises.
So many you've broken, yet none fulfilled.

Zekial Zekial Zekial

My state reminds me of days when I would wait for you all day long, and you would leave me hanging...
but I would disregard your mistakes because they were a part of you and I had promised to accept you whole.

History is repeating itself Zekial.
You've left me by myself and like always I've put the blame on circumstances.

Zekial Zekial Zekial

You promised to never let me cry.

You promised, if I did you'll be here to wipe away my tears.

You promised to love me when I couldn't love myself.

You promised you wouldn't let my smile fade.

You promised to save me when I'd drown, even if you couldn't swim.

You promised you would keep me happy.

You promised to be my reason to live.

You promised me forever.

You promised to never let me go.

You promised me your love.

You promised to Never end us.

You promised me the stars the moon and the sky.

You promised to give me yourself.

You promised to be there for me whether in dreams or in memories.

You promised and promised and promised.

YOU PROMISED ME YOUR LIFE ZEKIAL AND YOU LEFT TAKING MINE ALONG.

YOU LEFT ME ALONE.

YOU LEFT ME...

You Broke another promise.

And like always... I put the blame on circumstances.

Where was my fault Zekial, did I love you too much?

All I ever wanted was your love, and you promised to Give it to me.

Promises after promises

You kept breaking them like they were useless hearts of undesirable souls.

But I would still forgive you no matter what

I'd still wait for you for on the doorstep

I'd still love you with your flaws

I would gather your broken pieces when you weren't capable to do so.

Because V,
Never
Ever
breaks a promise.

Zekial Zekial

You promised me you would stay.

Yours,
V

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