As we stand together (carl grimes /twd fan fic)

gone

I starred blankly at the empty-ness of the bed .my eyes twitching at the blood stain .

I heard the cell door behind me swing open but I didn't move .

"em-Emily you al- ...Is that Kelsey's bed ."carl said touching my shoulder .I nodded my head my back still facing him .

I turned around and quickly crash my head into his arms

"she's the only thing I have left C-carl" I said between sobs .

he awkwardly rubbed the back of my head .

"i-i know .shell be alright Emily "he said trying to comfort me .

I pushed off if him and stared into His eyes .I slowly shook my head .I wiped the fresh tears fallen from my eyes .

"it won't Carl . I know it . I KNOW IT .IT WON'T. ITS NEVER ALRIGHT ...."I shouted getting frustrated yet at the same time feeling like I was about to puke ."when is it ever alright since....since this whole THING happened ." I spit out .

he stood their shocked.

"your right it won't be .it won't ever be .their will be times like this where you loose someone you love

but thats just one thing you have to get over. this goal in life ..isn't about making a family .or or getting a job anymore . .its about survival ."he firmly stated.

"I don't think im ready to get over it.

to survive "I managed out .I turned around to hide my tears .

don't cry ,don't cry

I repeated to myself .

I closed my mouth and eyes trying to hold in sobs .I felt Carl's presence still in the room .

I let out a huge sob unintentionally as Carl grabbed my arm and spun me into a hug .

"than I'll help you "he said pulling me into his chest .

"can we go ...go find Kelsey "I moaned out behind the tears .

I felt him nod over my head and walked out of the cell hand in hand .

no not in a girlfriend boyfriend way .as in I knew he could always be their to help .maybe we could be friends again .