As we stand together (carl grimes /twd fan fic)

alone

"D-Dad" i whimpered under the lifeless body.

"oh Emilie , my baby " my dad said conserned as he ran towards me.

"dad ... i had to kill Mr.celestial" i said still crying

"I see that my dear , but its what you had to do" he said as he pulled the body off of me

once the body was off of my cold body i sat up and hugged him

"Em .... wh-wher's your mother" he said still hugging me

"she went out to your work looking for you" i said

"I-I have to go get her .... Em stay here" he saidworried

"NO NO DONT GO ..... my mom left me behind and look what happend .. dad he tried eating me . what if another one comes and i dont kill it this time " i said balling

"you're right  my dear , here come" he said lifting me up bridal style and carrying me to the jeep.

we drove down to his work . "crawford indestries" i said reading the sign

"yup" my dad said as we pulled in .. i could tell in his voice he was crying. i was too.

holding hands we walked into th building . it smelt of rotting flesh

i plugged my nose with my free hand

"it sure didnt smell like this when i left" my dad said with his free hand over his nose as well.

the place looked deserted . "MOM" i yelled

i heard the same growling that Mr.celestial was causing .

i clung tighter to my dad and he did the same

"Em you stay close okay" my dad said quietly

"H-enryy ... Emilie" i heard a faint voice cry . it was my mom

"MOM" i cried out and ran to her . she was on the ground sitting against the wall

"y- your bleeding .. whats wrong are you okay" i began crying again

"ELENOUR" my dad called and ran to her. "Im alright baby . i - just some freak ran up to me . it was one of your dads co-workers " "are you alright darling" my dad said rubbing her shoulder

she took her arm away from her neck where she was holding it

"H-HE BIT ME" she began balling her eyes out "w-why would he bight me ... i had to get the first thing i saw . they were scissors and he only dies once i stabbed him in the head" she cried

"M-Mr.Celestail came in the house and tackled me mamma . i had to stab him . luckily dad came" i said to her softly

"MY BABY are you okay did he ... bight you as well" my mom said rubbing my shoulder

"no .. i i killed him" i said while burrying my head in her shoulder crying

"its okay baby" my dad said stroking my hair

"what is going on Jeremy" my mom said to my dad ."i have no idea Ell " he said back to her

"the bight is really deep .. i dont fee- feel so good . i dont think i can make it" my mom said crying

"y-YES YOU CAN" i said begining to cry more "Ell ...... ELL ...ELENOUR" my dad said shaking my mom. she never got up ..."m-mom . please .. get up ..i can't .. i don't wanna live without you" i said softly

no responce came from her ... she was finally ... gone

me and my father stayed their for a while watching her .. curessing her hair . "she is gone .. what are we going to do " i said to my dad "w-we will move on . go home and wait till this all blowes off"  my dad said and i could tell he was crying .. i havnt heard him cry since ..... well since Grandma died three years ago

a groan came out of my mothers mouth  "MAMMA" i said smiling and getting off the ground

"N-no EM step back" my dad said stepping away

my mothers limp body got up from the ground and grabbed my dad " N-NO MOM STOP" i criied out she wouldnt listen .... i knew she turned into one of those monsters . that Mr.Celestial was

"EM GRAB THOSE SCISSORS" my dad yelled to me still in the strong clentch of my mother

i quickly grabbed the scissors from the floor and handed them to my dad

but befor he could stab her her dry mouth took hold of my dads arm and ripped the living flesh off of him

"DAD" i yelled . he finally stabbed my mother ,or what used to be my mother in the head and her body fell to the floor and so did my dad ... "em .. i dont want to become one of those things ..." my dad said quietly . i stood their quietly nodding my head . no words could come out of my mouth "what i need you to do is find home ..okay ...OKAY YOU FIND HOME.... you be safe . you find home and in my room under the bed their is a box .. and in that box their should be a hand gun and a survival knife . i want you to keep those those will be your tools of surviving .. because i dont think this will just "blow" off . i love you" my dad said to me through his tears ..i knew what i had to do "i love you dad" i said . those were the only words that i could make out

"go ..... go now . i know what i need to do . i dont ... i WONT become one of those . and i dont want you see" he cried

"i - i understand . i will do whatever you want dad i l-love you" i said and began crying hard

i walked out of that building without looking back . he gave me the keys also so i ran to the car and got in .. i was only thirteen how am i supposed to know how to drive . i slowly drove home . and yes i did  know the way back . i finally arived home . i ran in and locked the door behind me and imidiately ran upstairs and did what my ....father told me to do ....i went in my room and dumped all of my work  and books out of my turtle backpack . i ran downstairs to the kitchen and packed canned food and just add water food . no .. i had no idea what i was doing . but i SURE knew that i was going to try my best to survive this new kind of hell

    i just couldnt admit that i was now officialy ..."alone"