Him again

Last Day (CH.38)

Kacis P.O.V.

Today is my last day here before I'm gone. Yet (once again) all I can think about is how I left the things between me and Adam like that... buts its the only way to get him to leave me alone. I really think I should talk to Matt though. But what would I say to him? I haven't been able to say much to anyone lately. I'm just not going to say anything to him. Its for the best. Right? Forget it... I'm not going to talk to anyone but my family. I want to get through the day without balling my eyes out! I finished packing and loaded everything up in the truck. Then, started helping my brother with his things. I was on my way to the truck with a box in my hands when Matt pulled up. I dropped the box in the truck and tried my best to get as close to the door as I could but Matt blocked me. "Matt move!" I said. So much for not talking to anyone today. "No we need to talk!" he said pushing me away from the door and to his truck. "About what?" I yelled. Why am I being so rude? "I don't like how we left things the way we did! Kaci... I love you and I don't want to never talk to you again! Sure your moving but that doesn't mean we can't talk!" he said taking his hands off my arms. "No that doesnt mean we still cant talk, the fact that you love me and want to be my boyfriend is what makes it hard for me to talk to you!" I said looking down. "I'm always going to want to be your boyfriend and but since I can't I at least want to be friends!" he said grabbing my chin making me look him in the eye. "Stop! I want to be your girlfriend too! that's why we cant talk!" I yelled. He looked shocked. Probably the same way I did when talking to Adam. "Oh..." he said. Uhhhh.... great! Now everything is awkward. I was trying to avoid that! To avoid whatever happened next, I ran inside and closed the door as fast as I could. When I turned around, the house was empty. What I called home is now just a deserted place that people lived in. I ran to my room for the last time. Everything was packed up and gone. I laied down in the middle of the floor and looked up at the ceiling. "I'm really going to miss this place..." I said taking a deep breath. Trying not to cry. "Me too" said my brother with a sigh. I sat up and looked at him. He was holding a box and wearing a blue shirt with some kind if weird design and some jeans. "What do you think the new house is going ri be like?" i asked. "I dont know... but life is all about the mystery!" he said sitting the box down in the doorway and sat next to me. "but it sure won't be like this place..." he said. We both Laird down and closed our eyes, waiting for mom to tell us it was time to go.